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2009-05-10T14:34:00.000+08:00

2009-04-05T13:49:00.002+08:00

05 April 2009

Today actually is my 10 mth anni . but now is a day where my life don't have him .

A brand new day ... a brand new story ...

Peh Hui Zhen life will not have Ng Wei Wen Justin anymore . (:

I will remain this blog open . i will also open a new one . (:

BLOG CLOSED ON 05 APRIL 2009 . [:

MEMORIES ARE TO KEPT INSIDE MY HEARTS .....

I'm actually hurts deeply .
but i choose to let everyone see I'm perfectly fine .
no one actually know how pain I'm right now .
not even my councilor .
everyone can hear tht I'm brave and strong .
but in fact i just acting to stop everyone worrys .
leave my pain here and show how strong and brave i can be .
goodbye my loves .
goodbye my hurts .
i will never turn my head back and look at it .
(:

2009-04-03T00:52:00.004+08:00

Tag replyys ...... [:

To hi : yes . i'm demanding . i demand to have the best of he can give . what can he give me ? Give me a father for my child ? 500 for my child to delivery ? what else ? LOLS . responsible ? 1st time father ? so trying to say i not responsible enough ? and i'm not 1st time been pregnant ? enough of all this . I get enfu of insulting . no people is in the right place to say me . I'm either doubting ue are either jian xiong or mummyboyy . cos of he i must get people insult . i'm bloody worse then a prositute . this is his whole family commented . i loves it . i dun think as a girl who worse then a prositute need any poor fcuk man to support . i more suit to pay everything myself . i get very very very tired of all this . leave me alone ....

he is sick ? while me ? 3 meals i only can eat 1 meal . why ? cause i'm suffering alone . who will be there when i vomit ? when i feel bloated and vomitting ? even when i need a pair of ears . no people . decision is made by me . so i decided not to give my kid a father . in the further i will tell my kid how his family insulted me . and how they saying ue . my poor lil baby is a bastard . another wayy round he is son of the bitch . (: i agree . he have to suffer this insulted sentence the whole life . cause his mother is worse then a bitch or even a slut .

every single words i wrote with tears who know ? how hard and pain i have who know ? moral support ? i no need tht . yes financial is a problem to me . and i needed money badly . but i no need anyone to pity and give me .

high fever ? so ? if he can't be the one start caring about my 2mth unborn baby and me then stop dreaming i will bother with his high fever . if i can stand strong and choose my following path myself . he can stand strong and continue his life with his mama too .

his responsiblity to me is important from the beginning . his everything single actions and words is important too . now i don't feel tht anymore . he is nothing to me except marmie boyy and i'm nothing to him expect bitch . his parents can scold me until so disgusted and he can agree with them . so be it . i no need everythings from him . save all this money for praying his next love life will be better and pray for himself to be healthy . (:

creating problems ? i think no more . this is my blog my world . ue can sue me if you want too . i can stand letting ue sue until my family is bankrupt . since i not going to have a contact with him and there no more problems . he dun call me and i dun call him . everything end liddat . i pay for my stupid act and i will teach my kids never be like me . tht it .

once again a reminder ...
I'm Miss Peh Hui Zhen Exanne not Mrs Ng Peh Hui Zhen Exanne . so things from now is my own problems .

thanks for donating ur sperms to me . (: i will tell my kid you donated to me . until he grow up . stop worry . (: my kid will know he have a father tht want him to becoming Ng's family kid by just $500 delievery fee . :D
you job now is to leave me alone and let me stay at my hse peacefully by not forcing me to stay in IMH . i must thank your act to go there checkup . i even need to go alot of place .

if you really his friend then please leave here ... if you are here standing a friend of mine position . then thank for spenting ur time here todayy . i don't need extra comment anymore . i'm tired to keep repeating why am i like this .
yes i will hate him for my rest of life . and he will be the one my next lover will blame at . just like what he is doing when he with me . jealous a butterfly ? now you no who to jealous this butterfly cos following is 恨 (hen, hate).

我恨我爱你 . 因为我的爱, 你才能把我当傻瓜.
你带给我的伤是你不能预料.

everything goes with my wrong . i trusted you . HAHAHS . you keep ask me why i can't trust why i can't trust you fully . cause im afraid i will end up with this .

To passerby: why i ended in police station . cos i cannot face all this insulted and problems . i'm tired and wants to give up .
i dun worth any cents i'm tired of living here . facing and cleaning other shit . commit suicide not success so let the polices bring to the station question .

all my fault . i serve myself right . i know tht .
leave me alone . Justin Ng Wei Wen and his friends . i no need all this anymore . thanks for the past help if you did . i no need any one to pass message . i hope tht guy also will not ask his friend to call me themself .

we not quarrel . we ending all this nonsense . EVERYTHING END WITH MY TRUST . (: NO ONE IN THE FAULT BUT ME . (:
I REALISE ....

2009-04-02T15:40:00.002+08:00

i just went back from police station . every singles words of his "father" (outside) and his whole family really disgust me . disappointed in me ? so er xin . his son got a big big disadvantage yea. OMFG .

thank and blame on SaSa . I really dunno wad to say . suicide not success but committed a crime . lmaos . sooner or later i think i really going to commit crime . lmaos

actually i fucking tired of living ler . i told the polices liddat too. having a kid is sinful . abort also . give ppl is impossible . jump dwn then i pay my kid a life . lol . think their also tulan me .

i just dun feel bloging right nw . :D

let to keep this as a memories for me and my kids to know
babyy, when ue get to see this blog is time when ue grow up . you haf a daddy, name Justin Ng Wei Wen . you might be able to see this pic in the album too . marmie will all the way tell you because marmie love you too much tht why you and marmie no daddy . marmie no need daddy to haf baby so baby also no need daddy to grow up de :D .

marmie hate him ... very ... very... he cannot give us the best but us to suffer liddat . they even say me until very nasty . i take it ... everything ... with pains and hurts .. even judge all male is like this ....

baby will be marmie everything in life ..... no matter where ue ... i just simply love you ...
further road we might be suffering but im very sure i will give ue all i haf before myself .

continues story will be in another blog . this blog will end with pain , hurts and hatred ...............
my further life will not follow up in this blog. (:

2009-03-30T19:32:00.004+08:00

2nd month of my baby ......

today nothing special . i stay at home the whole day because Goh Sa Sa 5th month anni . HAPPY ANNI GOH SA SA nnd Wu Ya . ((: . Hope you guys enjoy ur dating .

I did't sleep well today . cause i expecting tht person calls . he told me he loves me alots . ahahahahs . he told me he jealous of my ex boyfriend . then i must say further down this road you are the one who make people jealous wit . cause ue can fcuk until i pregnant and 1 word . we cannot afford to give ue 20k then ue can go like winds blowing . HAHAHAHAS . responsible for you is to bring me go poly clinic to check and pay for the doctor fee . ehhhs . ue can keep tht lil money to go for aids check up nahhs hors . LOL .

your mother and aunt give me the promise of finding the 20k but in the end .. your mum sound like she can only afford 1k or even lesser . LOL . i checked .... KKH . going for an abortion now at abt 2 month plus is about 1.2 k or even sightly more . gimme 1K ? go for private clinic ? no need to tell me you guys want to bring me . cos bring me there isn't responsible enffu . at this point i realise ..... In your years of education you mother teachs you to say lies . cause they want to go off so tell me they try to find 2oK . LOLS . When you try to fcuk me you told me you will be responsible if unfortunate happen . LOLS . this call 家教 (jia jiao - family education) ? this is your disgusted mother teachs you ? ahahahas , yeas . i scolded her vulgar . so ? she deserved . as a mother you teach your 21 yrs old kids to tell such no responsible lies . ahahahs

SaSa give me a hotline for single mother pregnancy . let say ue dunno what to do nw . you might able to contact them ... i called . sudden i found a ans ... she opened my door . she talk to me nicely .... she tell me tht if i think conscience really dun allow me to kill him then we shall have him . (: thier can have him if i want too . no people give ue support nbm . their give me . i need help i can call her . yes . i make the decision .... but somehow my aunt call again . she insist to make my mind change ... everything back to square 1 .......

seriously .... i feel very tired ..... very very ...
that time i inside lock up , i reflected ..... my friend shited i clean .... i shited everyone push the fault to me back .... aft tht i avoid them .. my "boyfriend" tell me to learn to see friend . stop hanging with them ... now ..... i and him tgt created a baby tgt ... he push the fault to me as i dunno what i want then go ... 1 questions since i cannot make the decision did he tolerate my confuse and understand my feeling 1st before i have a ans . no he nv . he choose to listen to his mama and go .. left me ...

i smile and say alright .... i cannot walk out of here then i shall take back what he own me . (: if can .. i shall let him go ... i not going to let my kid know he got a father tht dun want to carry the lil responsible he have too . accompany when i need and understand me isn't another wayy to do his responsible ? but he nv try too .. i need someone to know im easy get tired . im easily can frausrated now or before . but he nv try to learn his mistake ...

I'm like standing in the boat which in the big big sea . i dunno where i heading to .. if i let the winds blows liddat . i might meet big stone tht cause my boat to crush . if i struggle with the wind i might not be able cos i'm alone . i'm alone to fight for living .

i really need a moral support tht will understand how i feel and pei me walk the following road alone . i will never found 1 . cause only understand what i thinking is people who pregnant before marriage and at the young age of mine . *SMILES*

2009-03-29T22:57:00.008+08:00

myy hatredd started . [:

time past fast ...... 9 mth 24 days .....

myy youth wasted like this ..... cause JUSTIN NG WEI WEN

WHAT A SINFUL I DID IN LIFE ....

I DARE TO SHOUT LOUD THT IM PREGNANT WITHOUT MARRIAGE .

NOTHING GOOD RETURN TO ME ...

I WILL ALWAYS TELL MYSELF NEVER NEVER DROP MY TEARS BECAUSE OF MY SIN .

BUT I WILL NEVER DO THT ......

THT DOOR IN MY HEART IS ALWAY LOCKED.....
I TEARS AND TELL MYSELF IS GOOD FOR ME TO LET GO HIM AND ABORT MY PRECIOUS .........

I DID IT !!! [:
I DID LET HIM GO IN MY HEART BUT NOT MY PRECIOUS...

SINFUL ......
IT A SIN !!!!
I KILLING MY BABY WITH MY BOTH HAND ....
YOU KNOW WHAT ......
I CREATED HIM TOOO ....
NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL IN THE LOCKED ROOM.....

A LIVING THING ....
HUMAN .....
INNOCENT KID.....
MURDERER .....

HAVING THE KID ??
AHAHAHA .... CAN I AFFORD ? ...
MAYBE ???
NO ???
YES ???
BEST ???
AHAHAHAS . ISN'T A SIN TOO . AHAHAH
I BLAMING MY PARENTS WHY CAN'T UE ALL GIVE ME THE BEST ?
CANNOT AFFORD THEN WHY LET ME LIVE HERE ?
IS MY KIDS GOING TO SAY THT TO ME ?
HAAS . MILK POWDER , PAMPERS , CLOTHES ,EDUCATION , WANTS , NEEDS . CAN I AFFORD ALONE ?
CAN I GIVE BOTH PARENTS LOVES ? CAN I UNDERSTAND HIM ?

ALOT OF QUESTION I GOT TO ASK MYSELF . WHAT ABOUT THE MALE ( JUSTIN NG WEI WEN ) ? WHAT ARE HE ASKING HIMSELF ? WHY AM I SO LOUSY ARHS ?? WHY EVERYONE BLAMING ME ? lol .

WHY NOT ???

WHEN I NEED A PERSON REALLY CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL WHO KNOW ? ...
I FOUND 1 TODAY ....
A LADY THAT HAVE A 2 YEARS OLD BABY AND WHO LESS THEN 20 THIS YEARS . SHE UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL ....
SHE TOLD ME NO PEOPLE WILL ENCOURAGE UE TO HAVE IT . BUT ACCEPT ABORT ... YOU NEED TO SUFFER URSELF ... THINK ABOUT IT ... IF YOU LOVES TO CLUB, DRINK , PLAY THEN BETTER NO ... CAUSE YOUR LIFE WILL BE WORK , BABY , WORK , BABY . NOW SHE NOT MARRY BUT SHE HAPPY WITH HER OWN BABY AND BOYFRIEND ... BUT ME ... lmaos ...

BOTH ARE SINFUL .. NO PEOPLE GONNA HELP ME .... EVEN PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME ... PEOPLE IS GIVING ME MORAL SUPPORT ONLY .

THINK FOR SO LONG ... I WILL STILL NEVER GET THE CORRECT ANSWER ... I DECIDE MYSELF ... IF BABY 4 MTHS OREADY I STILL CANNOT HAVE A GOOD ANSWER FOR MYSELF ... I PREFER END EVERYTHING ... LIVING LIDDAT REALLY IS A PAIN FOR ME ... I SUFFERING NOW .. FEEL SICK , NO PEOPLE UNDERSTAND IT TOO . EVEN JUSTIN NG WEI WEN SAYING IM ACTTING . ACTTING SICK . DON'T WORTH 10K . DISTURB HIM . lol . CAN UE IMAGINE ?

HE WANTS TO BRING ME TO POLY CLINIC CHECK HOW MANY MONTHS MY BABY IS .... BUT HE NV BOTHER TO BOOK OR CHECK IT OUT HOW TO DO IT .... I FOUND A PIRVATE CLINIC MORE FAST THEN HE . I EVEN BOOK AN APPOINTMENT . HE ? FEW HOURS BEFORE I GO FOR MY APPOINTMENT ASKED ME TO GO POLY CLINIC DO . IS MORE CHEAP . lol . IS IT FAST? NEED TO TAKE OTHERS DAY ? HE DONNO . HE IS A GOOD / PREFECT MAN . AHAHHAAHS ..

I'M PREGNANT ....... HE BOUGHT ME OUT TO VIVO ... I ACTIVATED HIM AT 5.3O ON THT DAY ... HE REACHED MY HSE AT 9 PLUS ... I DRAG MY TIME TO BATHE AND WATCH TV . CAUSE FROM VERY HUNGRY TO FCUKING HUNGRY TO FULL . NO POINT RUSHING MYSELF ANYMORE.. LMAOS . I WENT DOWN 10 PLUS LIDDAT ..... WE ATE ROTI PRATA ... THEN WENT VIVO ... I ONLY SPEND HIS FEW DOLLARS ON BEN AND JERRY ICE CREAM .... NEXT IS IM TIRED . HE BRING ME TO HOTEL REST ... REST ? THINK HE SO GOOD ?? LoL . IN THE END WE DO 3 ROUND . DO I LOOK OR SOUND LIKE PROSITUTE ? YES I DO .. I REALLY THINK I DON'T WORTH ANYTHING ... HE CRYS AND TELL ME HE LOVES ME .. LMAOS . LOVES ME ? IM THE LAST GIRL ... HMMMMS ... SHALL SEE YEAS ....

I'M WRITTING THIS IS WANNA PEOPLE TO KNOW HOW DISGUSTING YOU CAN BE .... MORE ... I WILL WANT YOU TO PAY IF I'M PAYING MY SIN . YOU CREATED THE SIN WITH ME .. PAY WITH ME TOO . UNDERSTAND . I REALLY HATE YOU .. I HATE YOU BY PUTING THE SIN ON ME ONLY .

I PAY FOR KILLING MY BBABY . AND YOU PAY FOR HURTING ME AND MY BBABY . UNDERSTAND . BECAUSE OF U'R AND MY SIN I'M DOING THINGS THAT NOBODY BELIEVE .

(:

I'M A GIRL WHO CAN LIVE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU ... BUT YOU CAUSE ME TO HAVE TEARS AND LETTING ME FEEL THT I A MURDERER ... THANKS ... NG WEI WEN JUSTIN .

2009-03-29T00:24:00.003+08:00

I DON'T NEED A MAN WITH ME .
NEITHER MY KID . [:
FCUK OFF MANS !

_|_ DUN BOTHER TO GIVE A BIT OF CONCERNS COS I DUN NEED THT AT ALL.

2009-03-23T22:18:00.004+08:00

yawns yawns , i back from a big stress . Exams just finish . my holiday just start and another stress of mine started freshly . everyone can start pointing fingers at me and start laughing at me but expect you . You know who you are .

day by day growing , month by month growing , year by year growing too . everyday to me is a brand new start of my stress . Ever since after my wonderful N Level , I'm thinking can i survive in this horrible social not . is a stress to me again . i thinking to get a further studies aft my result is out . now i get into ITE but this is't easy . the higher you studies the more ue need to focus . i just completed my 1st step of ITE life . now is holiday , doesn't mean i can rest . i got project to do . i got a unborn baby to take care of .

writing this into my blog might cause me a big prob in school but i dun afraid at all anymore .

if my new unborn baby female I shall name her Jusxanne Peh Le Wen or if male I shall name him *********** ahhahas . cos i haben think yet . Jusxanne - JUStin + eXANNE . I want my girl to know JUSTIN is a man tht let me made ue out to this world and well exanne is me :D . well Peh - baby got no father . )): Le Wen - baby can be happy and be very gentle unlike me . :S . (:

ahahahhas . no matter where i go i will want to bring my baby along . even if i really going to kill my baby i also will want to follow . if 1 day i really die , i also will want to come back and take what belong to me . even my baby share . no one can try to bully me and baby . :)

to tht person : seriously stop throwing your money on my face . $1000 is not enough to cover the facts of I'm a girl who let you play for 9 mths and let you just use tht money to push me aside . PLUS letting everyone know im RUBBISH BIN as you think . if everything happen to me you are the one to blame for the whole life .

2009-02-16T18:40:00.002+08:00

CLUMSY ME

cab down to school today . so tiredd . get a drink before i fall a sleep yst. before i fall asleep i really asking myself why am i ending liddat . i getting worse from every relationship . do i ? in fact yes i did . this round i think i going to keep my hand away from MEN . (: i decided . i can be lonely . i can't be poor . i will do whatever to keep me away from POOR and even im poor i won't want to take any stranger money without any business involved .

i can be poor . i can be a girl tht people use to look down on . but i will not tht lil begger or wad so ever . i dun need people to pity me and give me money and insist me to listen to orders or treating me like a begger .

over all i guess i depend him too much .

omw to school there a traffic jam #$@%#$%$&$! . jam at the KUKU PL there . aft pass go my way to there is better le .... reach school ard 9 .05 am i guess . ahhahas . then sit wit tht MISSY arhhs . will i going out of the room i fall dwn again . i use to fall down when i walking and thinking of things . sicko . this is the 3rd bloody time i fall down . and is the 2nd time whole class see me fall down . )): . MISSY walked in and saw me knee dwn on the floor she was like shock tio . so sick de her . then aft tht i make a call to a fren to help me search for night shift job and i back to MISSY and chit chat . MISSY is luff for the whole bloody 10 mins cos of i pin my hair like china girl . lmaos . she some more take pictures of me . so bloody er xin norhhs . without make up i still can entertain her . LOL .

aft tht we continues our day with papers . HAHAHS .

Exanne ........................................................................ was again turn into MISS BIG CLUMSY . hahas

ACCORDING TO MISSY WHENEVER SHE THINK OF EXANNE SHE WILL THINK OF EXANNE IS A CLUMSY GIRL . =/

SICK DAY I HAVE FOR TODAY MAO MAO .

2009-02-16T01:11:00.005+08:00

we are more to be selfish then loving each other .

From the start I thought we have the same chemistry and thinking as well as goal . tht e reason for us to be together over peoples . In the end , i pretty wrong to have this . whyy ? cause is he aint the guy i looking for . and ii aint tht girl he want too .

maybe years ago yes . i am . but no longer now . im just like those girl who get deeply hurts once and remain a deep deep scar behide it . many people turns to bisexual or les but not me .

He tolerating for me 7 mths and me ? just started to change weeks ago but he did not realise . I knew I nv be the same as last time . tht little princess role he put me in . tht stubborn lil nonsense girl . his expectation was too big and making me tooo scare and tired of it .

as me ... my nonsense he already get sick of it . well well other wayy he tolerate enffu of it .

Loving someone isn't easy at all . alot of things can involved . alots of outsider comment also get involve to us .

What I can said is i appreciated him as i know . and he really do me good . what he do ? I still in the darkness for so long . i put men in death sentences is he the one who make me think another way round . All the while i tot i already overcome my ex . I'm ready to start a fresh . Until I have him i realise no . I let my ex go but not the way he lie to me , his empty promise to me and he treatment to me too . Everything seems so messy but he willing to accompany me to overcome his everythings . NW ? everthing seems to be part of my life but we have the tot of having our life not to be together ...

7 mths later his turn to get a steady job and is my turn to go back school and get a higher cert . he said loud and clear i will support ue as i can . NO he never . he left with no money . totally no money for me . A LOUD AND CLEAR OF ALLOWANCE WILL BE GIVEN TO ME MONTHLY AND WILL BE GIVEN $200 AS ALLOWANCE . MY CIGG WILL BE SUPPORTED BY UE TOO . LOL . all this is b4 working . after working ? $200 not given but cigg is supported . my wants is a needed to me . but no you can't afford too . leting me learn driving is a doubt to me . i hate empty promise . andd ue told me you afraid to break my bubbles , my expectation from ue . but ue ever things a tiny lil thing ue also break numbers of times ?. is i never put in heart cos there no point keeping all this .

you love me but ue can keep repeat my bad point and abt me ? i knew ue are a person who alway make empty promises andd use to be more er xin then past . ue want to me to describle how er xin he is . i will nv success to tell ue how er xin ue are . cos my loves overcome ur bad point . but ue ? can keep telling me tht i this tht this lousy . and keep repeating . IM TIRED .

I'M STRESS BY MY THINGS , YOU AND STUDY . AND YOU ? STRESS ABT UR MOTHER , WORK AND ME .

you pay money for ur home expenses but ue not using much . yes you need to pay ue need to pay least 200 for ur home bills .

then me ? i not working . i need you to temp fill up my need . i need a new bed + frame and boxes as well as cabinet . ue promised me in the end ? ue dun have much money left to buy all this things . yes . all is my probb .

i expecting all this from you cos ue tell me a word PROMISE . but ue think in my mind all is money all is ur money .

TOLD ME I ALWAYS WANT UR MONEY . I EXPECT YOU TO GIVE ME ALL UR MONEY . INSIST YOU TO CREATE A I BANKING YOU THINK I WANT TO TAKE UR MONEY AWAY . IS JUST THT I WANT YOU TO HAVE ENFFU SAVING FOR MARRIED ASAP AND STOP WASTING SO MUCH MONEY ON ME . IN THE END ..... ALL THIS THINGS MAKE INTO I WANT TO TAKE UR MONEY AWAY .

MAKING ME LIKE A PROSITUTE OUT AT THE STREETS THT START TO BLUFF / CHEAT PEOPLE MONEY . IF REALLY NEEDED TO DO THAT MUST WELL I GO BLUFF / CHEAT AH PEI MONEY . THEY HAVE MORE CPF THEN UE .

I PROVODE YOU ? WHY NOT SAY UE START TO SAY ME LIKE ONE 1ST . YOU TIRED OF ME . IM TIRED OF EVERYTHINGS TOO . IM TIRED OF UR COMPLAINING, UR REPLIED , UR EMPTY PROMISE AND ALL THOSE NASTY THINKING FOR URS .

you alway say i dun want change then abt ue ? if i nv think of moving on faster i won't want tht to happen . i can simply don't bother abt ur money ur everything . i have never want to depend on guy ever since wj is ue who make me think tht i'm wrong . now , is the fact tht whether i'm attached anot also not supposed to depend on men cos i will nv have a chance to shout out loud whenever talk abt mouth . ue make me like a girl who despo for GUY MONEY .

i nv want a guy tht cannot "handle" me and will think tht im such person will want to "eat" his moneyy . we totally don't suit to be together anymore . my words disgusted you either your words too .

my good will make ue think tht i'm using ue then wad is the point of been together .

if ue dunno how to appreciate my exist then let other do . anyway many people out there saying tht im a lousy and bad girlfriend . and you scare no more girls will fall for ue mehs ? want girlfriend UR GOOD FRIENDS will jolly well get ue nice and good girlfriend . and ue can find a better one went ue working . (:

2009-02-09T06:14:00.002+08:00

离开你并不是我愿意

EVERYTHING ENDED . (:

WE WILL BE HAPPY ONE DAY (:

2009-02-09T03:27:00.002+08:00

BURDEN?

IF LOVE GONNA BE BURDEN THEN I NOT GONNA TO CONTINUE THIS ANYMORE .
IM UR BURDEN TO YOU . YEAHS . INDEED . I AM , I KNEW IT . I KNOW I WILL BE YOUR BURDEN ONE DAY , NEVER EXPECTED THIS DAY WILL COME SO SOON (:

BURDEN TO YOU IS A MUST BUT NOT TO ME . IN A RELATIONSHIP AS A GIRLFRIEND TURN INTO A BURDEN OF URS . I'M TOOO FAILURE TO BE YOURS .

HANGING OUR CONVERSION SEEMS TO BE A NEED . THINK THERE NO NEED FOR US TO HAVE ANY MORE CONVERSION . EXPLANATION NEEDED ? I DON'T THINK SO TOO .

WHO I WANNA HANG WITH ? WHO I GOING DATE WITH ? YOU NO NEED TO KNOW . I THINK WITHOUT UR FRIENDS OR FAMILY TELLING YOU I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND, YOU JOLLY WELL WON'T KNOW TOO .

IM THE ONE WHO CAUSED TODAY ? I THINK NO AT ALL . IT SHOULD BE WE ARE THE ONE WHO CAUSED TODAY.

8 MONTHS 2 DAY AND 3 HOURS 35 MINS SEEMS TO BE NOTHING TO US ANYMORE . IT JUST SEEMS TO BE ANOTHER PART OF OUR LIFE . INDEED EVER SINCE THE DAY I "CHASED" YOU OFF FROM MY HOUSE . AND EVER SINCE THAT DAY UR GRATEFULL MOTHER SHOUTING ABOUT IS A WRONG FOR ME TO STAY AT HER HOUSE WHENEVER SHE NOT AT HOME .

IM NOT AS THICK SKINS AS PIG HAVE . THERE NO NEED A REASON FOR ME TO STAY THERE TOO . PEOPLE SAYING WAAA . UR THIS RELATIONSHIP LAST SO LONG ARHS . MORE THEN 7 MONTHS LER LEHHS . LAST LONGER ARHS . IM THINKING EEEEEEEEHHHS , MORE THEN 7 MONTHS SO ? WE WON'T BE LASTING FOREVER TOO . WE HAVE TOO MUCH CONFLICT UNTIL WE OWN SELF ALSO CANNOT TAHAN .

I DO TELL YOU I WILL JOLLY WELL LEAVE YOU IF I HAPPEN TO BE YOU BURDEN AND THIS DAY COME . I REALLY TURN INTO UR BURDEN AND I SHALL FCUK OFF . OPENING YOUR MOUTH TO SAY OKKAYS I WILL HELP UR DAUGHTER PAY HER HANDSPHONE BILL IS A BURDEN TO ME TOOO . WHY ? CAUSE I WILL NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU LEAVING ME AND WHEN IM GOING TO PAY IT MYSELF . NOW I GET THE ANSWER (: IS RIGHT NOW , FROM THIS FCUKING IRRITATING MOMENT .

MY HANDSPHONE BILL
INSTALLMENT
PRINCESS ATTITUDE
MY NONSENSE
WANTS
NEEDS
EXPENSES

IS ALL UR BURDEN . THEN I GONNA LAUGH AT YOU .

UNTIL NOW MY HANDSPHONE BILL YOU NOT YET PAY ONCE
SO AS MY INSTALLMENT
PRINCESS ATTITUDE ? YEAHS UE TOLERATE IT FOR 8 MONTHS + WHY? CAUSE U SPOIL ME URSELF .
NONSENSE ? OBVIOUS WITHOUT YOU DOTE ME UNTIL LIDDAT WILL I GET THE CHANCE TO TAKE ALL THOSE THING FOR GRANTED
WANTS AND NEEDED ? EXCEPT THT DIAMOND NECKLACE WHEN DID YOU GRANT MY NEEDS AND WANTS ? OOPS . THT DIAMOND NECKLACE OSO YOUR PRESENT AS DUNNO WHEN ANNI .

OHHS YA I FORGET YOU ALWAY GRANTED ME EATING FOOD AS I LIKE .

I KNEW YOU TOLERATING ALOTS . AND I KNEW I COULD'T TREAT YOU GOOD SO I DUN BUY WADEVER I WANT TO BUY UE WAT U NEEDED . A HANDSPHONE AND A BRANDED PEN TO PRESENT URSELF BETTER . AND AS UE SAY UE WANT GIRLFRIEND TO BUY UE BOXES . DID I GET YOU ? MY HSE DON'T HAVE UR BOXES I BOUGHT FOR YOU TOOO . I OFFEN WASTE SUCH MONEY ON YOU JUST BECAUSE I KNOW I CANNOT TREAT YOU GOOD ANYMORE AND JUST WANT YOU TO HAPPY FOR THAT LITTLE MOMENT THEN LETTING MYSELF TO HAVE THINGS I CRAVING FOR .

YOU DON'T KNOW WHY ? AND THANKFUL FOR IT BUT STARTED TO SAY ME ONLY KNOW TO WASTE MONEY THEN KEEP IT .

THANKS FOR SCOLDING ME AND LETTING ME KNOW IM UR BURDEN . I WON'T WANT TO SAY BREAK BUT WAITING FOR TIME TO PASS AND TREAT UE AS NOTHING .
CAUSE I KNEW IF I SAY BREAK I WILL TRY ALL MY BEST TO ASK UE BACK . INSTEAD I WANT MYSELF TO KNOW YYOU NO LONGER WANT ME . NO NEED TO BE SOO THICK SKIN AND ASK UE BACK . (:

NOT GOING TO SAY BREAK NEVERMIND I CAN ALWAY TREAT AS I WAITING FOR UR CALLS . BUT IF UR CALLS IS TO FIND ANOTHER QUARREL TO PROVE THAT YOU RIGHT SAVE IT THEN . IF YOU CALL TO TELL ME SOME THING NICE OR RATHER WE COULD END THIS NONSENCE I WILL ENTERTAIN UE . (:

I WILL ALWAYS WANT TO TOLERATE PEOPLE WHO OFFEN SAY BAD BEHIDE YOU AND DEFEND YOU UNLESS THOSE PEOPLE ISN'T MY WHO . BUT YOU ? WILL ONLY KNOW TO BLAME ME FOR ALL THIS .

GIRLFRIEND NEEDED YOU CAN GO FIND THOSE FRIEND TO INTRO YOU 1 .
COMPANY NEEDED THEY WILL ALWAY BE THERE TO ACCOMPANY UE
SO THERE NO REASON FOR ME TO STAY AND WILLING TO LET UE CRITICIZE

IN MY EYES YOU NEVER TURN INTO A PERSON I DON'T LIKE
AND WHENEVER FEEL YOU I CAN REALLY DON'T BOTHER HOW MUCH THING I HAVE TO DO .
AND OFCOS I WILL NV LIKE UE PUT ME AS A BURDEN OF URS .
EITHER I WILL GO CRITICISE HOW BAD YOU ARE OR WHATSOEVER .

IF UR GONNA THINK I WILL REGRET BECAUSE I CAN'T FIND ANOTHER MAN THAT TOLERATE MY PRINCESS ATTITUDE I CAN TELL YOU I WILL NEVER (:

IF LOVE IS TO HURT
I PROMISE
I WILL NEVER WANT TO GET BOY
IF YOU WILL TURN INTO MY REGRET
I WILL MAKE SURE
YOU WORTH ME REGRET AT .
I WILL TAKE TIME TO HEAL MY LIFE
BUT NOT MY LOVE .
CAUSE WE ARE TIRED OF BOTH
AS YOU SAID .
AS WE ARE TIRED OF HURTING WORDS WE HAVE NO LOVE .

2009-01-29T02:46:00.002+08:00

in the end realise i love you the most . (:

you are tht one i loves and away loves .

tolerating me maybe is hard for but you always do for the sake for US . (:

2009-01-19T12:28:00.003+08:00

BOOS !!! im here again . ahahas . i getting more n more "BUSY" actually is LAZY to dig a small lil time for me , myself to SWITCH on my lappy to online . well well , right now im in school having my Office Software Application . oohhs yas . im been attending my class at Bishan . (: getting more n more sick with my "school" . it make me fcuking wake up damn early nn forcing me to go school regularly . )): Even my boyfriend force me to go . hahahas . 1 years very easy to pass dehhs . ((:

Ohhs yayas . i shall intro my 2 friends tht alway brighten my life in school . 1st is tht PRETTY nn SEDUCTING MISSY is Judy . She offen blinks her eyes slowly and calling ours name in a very seductive wayys . NEXT is tht CHIO n NOISY girl friend i have is JUSTINA . her name sound like my boyfriend JUSTIN . alway like to complaint her to JUSTIN (myy lovess ) by saying SEE LARHHS UR SISTER ARHS . SOOOO BEEEEEEEEEEP BEEEEEEEEEEEP . hahahas . she loves to disturb me n the rest for the "HUMAN" surround her . =x . class got numbers of retard tht offen make us laugh . as well as jokes . hahahs . ohhs yas . irritating + disgusting ppl also haf arhhs . eeeeks yucks ! . due to im in class i will not be possible to share my 2 pretty babe pic wit ue guys lerhhs . nxt time yea .

CNY is comming ang bao is comming tooo . my room n money is still so empty . alots of things i also not possible to get it . )): so sadd yeahs . who ask me , parents is just so FCUKING POOR . POOR FCUK . hahahas .

sian de larhhs . school life is sooooo bored . kkayys nahhs . i gtg do my work ler .

see ya soon . (:

imissmyeboyfriend more n more each day
and i fcuking loves him . [:

2008-12-30T09:15:00.002+08:00

iim back here lohhs . ahahahas . sorry nahhs . soo longg nv update . cos i get no chance to touch my com . =/ everytime i wanna play with it my lazy angel will come n make me lazy to go take lappy . ahhaahhha .

im been waiting for my boyyfriendd to come back for tht "cold cold" place . nn hopefully i do have presentS for guai guai waiting for him . hah sound like sibei long liddat . no las . only 5 day oversea trip . im just like rotting alone this 5 day . without scolding n abuse people . just miss it lots . hahahs . and of cos i miss tht way he react n reply whenever i do those at him . LOLS .

ookkayys lahhs .

On 1st day of ALONE .

Friday , which is aft Christmas , 26 Dec . everything seems so bluez . im alone . early in the morning i saw my bii msg for there . i was like soooo happyyyyyyy . haahaahaahs . after tht went to work and ofcos i when to smk . start to miss him lots . he will talk to me whenever i smoke .

Sat , i met Kai Qin ( Ah Sa ) ard 4 plus at inter . we when to buy agar agar powder n tomyum pastes n vegs . tht sicko Ah Sa wanna buy jelly powder not agar agar powder nahhs . GONG de !! ROARS ! hahahhas . and ard 7.20 i went 136 to get my dinner with family member . Eddy meet me n wants ashiq out for night slacking . so I rang ashiq phone and make him get his butt off his hse . hah . Sa oso tagg alongg with us . Sa bought my agar agar back home and it just so nice nahhs . she said she put xtra mre nata for me . hahah . before Sa when off she said she will bring 1 for me again tml . andd i reply this i share do mine and we share compare .

ahhah..........
Sun , I wake up b4 8 am just to go market buy sotong and prawns for tomyum soup . agar agar make on 11am and tomyum soup is aft i finish my agar agar . hahhaa bought some to them try . and there got no much comment about it so sick !! ROARS . anddd we slack till 10 plus . RUSH BACK HOME !!! . Zzz .

Mon which is yst . i called ite and they wants me to accept tht school they put me in . SIAN . but i got no choice . so i accept it and i appeal tht sch i want . i think is due to my result . tht why it soo difficult for me to go in . zZz . and i tendered my jobb too . tml will be my last dayyy workking lohhs . im getting mre and mre poor . FCUK! . hahhahaas

Today ? think i no need blog for todayy nahhs . nothiing to blog soo far . only can say im counting every mins for bii to be back in my arms . )): FASTER MSG ME !!! SI BI !!

there is no pic due to im in office . HAHAHAS

2008-12-06T23:16:00.003+08:00

BACK ?

patchedd . is a right choice or ? don't dare to think . telling myself this is the really last time i'm trying this relationship . once i let go .. i never want to steps in another relationship with him .

wondering will we last it or this is for nxt few mths . hmmmm . letting go without tears is bits hard . but i did it . he might be the best in my life but not tht ones i will tolerate for life . whatever he do make me just so touch . letting me know how much he loves me . but this isn't what i want only . ):
im a greedy girl .

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yst was so called our 6th mths finally :) nnd GRATS him ORD lorhhs . lols he might be very happy tht he got this own freedom . (: . he bought me 9 PINK ROSES n 1 YUMMY Fish nnd Co dinner n HORRIBLE drinking n last but not least he let me have the chance to stay in HOTEL 81 for 1 horrible night . ): .

why was i ended there ? For what i rmb was i was drunk ? sort of ? spokes lots of rubbishs . yeas . xspecially vomit this is i nv forget de . my Fish n Co dinner just simply came out liddat . lmaos .
this is the 1st time i was "drunk" until liddat normally i will knw what i said but i said without any thinking . i was so confused until nw . thinking abt let go this relationship worth for me ? just becos of others ? but tht others doesn't means is friends at all . (: im perfectly happy with his friend .

get drunk n he send to hotel 81 . he help me clean up b4 i lie in the bed . heard i vomit till the whole batheroom . lmaos . hahahaas i only knw i do vomit inside .

when i wake up i asked him how much does this room cost yyou . guess how much ? it isn't cheap as others say !!! is 150 per night ! can you imgine ?! IS NOT PER NIGHT SOME MRE IS 12 HRS !!! i was think soooo exp . he also will spent liddat he must be crazy !! hahahs . anyways without thinking i took they tooth brush with paste away n comb away too . lol . tht room was just soooo small . ! and so exp ue think i must take ? hmmms .

whenever i think back how good he treat me i will think tht i will nv found 2nd one . but those probs ard me letting me think tht i dun worth him , he isn't tht type i want de n ofcos i can't get along with his whoever n ever .

maybe one day he gone tht i know how much important he is too me in my life .
leaving him isn't a pain but thinking him is a great pain . ):

KEY ?

MAP ?

MAKE UP ?

BED FRAME ?

yyou are the ones i loved for onces
yyou will be tht person i remember for my whole life
get my pain away from me

2008-12-03T23:08:00.002+08:00

IT END TONIGHT (:

Yes , it ended tonight . seriously nnd really end tonight . Sad ? Yes , of cos . I invested 6 months for my future in the end fail . never believed i failed this relationship . indeed i failed . begin dragging passed few months without anyone notice it . Start of the story is because I think we suitable , really wish to step in another relation nnd try nnd also tot he will be my Mr Right . Everything isn't prefect .

Speechless and don't wish to mention it any mre .

wishing ue all the best and let this loves go asap . (:

. met ms piggy n honey aft my work today . let meet some other day again . (: soon ? hahahas

memories of 050608 - o30608 (:
i will nv forget this lesson .

my loves my faith will fade 1 day .
take me to the highest building in the world
(:
a realationship is just like a nightmare aft all . (:

2008-12-01T10:16:00.000+08:00

CLOSED (:

2008-12-01T01:59:00.002+08:00

im back here updating my blog due to honeyy bastardd (ashiq) of mine scolded me _|_ for never update my blog .

My life is pretty well (: . I do have a GOOD n LOVE ME boyfriend and of cos i do have some FRIENDS tht will never forget me . (: . i shall not names who is them . andd abt those who think tht i aint they friend or just is a person he / she knw and dislikes or rather hates me lots , im here to tell ue . I DON'T GIVE A DAMN AT ALL . :D .

Recently I feel tht i meeting Clarissa mre n mre offen . hmmms . because of SHE attached to her BF who live in TAMPINES i gotta struck at Tampines mre ndd mre offen tht usual . -.-"" . One day i must let her try KEEP going to North side . let her knw my pain of going sooooooo "far" away from my hse alone just to meet her . hahahas . thou im alway kp far but i will still go down cos ILOVEHER . hahas .

hmmmmm . im been meeting her on 29 November 2008 at tamp. tht was the 1st day i meet her out ever since tht time i no longer hanging with her . -.-" ndd now . im struck with her . meeting her on the 30 November 2008 again at TAMP . nndd i gonna meet her AGAIN this coming 2 December 2008 at TAMP too !!! see ! i just like pak tok with her . lols . keep meeting her . nnd she will keep asking me to meet her at tamp .

Chabor : i gonna broke if we continues go Coffee Bean la kopi . shall we go Kopitam la instead ? lols . do i sound like aunt or ah pei out there ? lols .

well well . i do meet tht honey bastard tooo :D of cos tht "MISS" piggy (eddy) too . hahahas . get to see how ah black (x-hei) look like . =x . tht "Miss" piggy is getting mre n mre XL(xia lan) !! ROARS ! nbcc (nabeichichi)!

ndd . well i meet my boyfriend just now with x-qin (Clarissa) n honeyy bastard shopping :D i bought a high heels again . hopefully it won't hurt my foot . =\

aft buying shoe we went la kopi again maos . this was like straight 2 day la at Coffee Bean . I ordered 2 Mocha Ice Blended , 1 White Chocolate Dream && 1 Caramel Ice Blended . but tht good looking but blur idiot only key 1 Mocha Ice Blended , 1 White Chocolate Dream && 1 Caramel Ice Blended . so honey bastard nv get tht chance to drink it .
we la until 11 !!

im so sorry . honey tht was my mistake for not asking him to repeat it . hope ue not angry abt it .

3 of us went home liddat ........ i forgot my bii last bus home is ard 11.40pm . bi told me no last bus he gotta use walk . ): .

bi : im so sorry letting ue walk back home . ): . nnd not pei-ing ue fully today . i shall not call ue down to shopping when i ask my friend with me . ):

Exanne says :

Rainie : soo soo norhhs . hahahas . no comment for the rest for tht qns cos i simply love tht pink phone of mine . hahahas :D

Honey Bastard : cc ! i updated le ! LOOK MINE IS LONGER THEN URS !

Peggy && Gary : Will link ue guys soon . (:

Jenniser : lol . so ue think i will bother much abt ue scolding me ? so wad im a slut ? i'm better then ue :D spenting times to scold n bother abt ppl ue don't like n wad ue knw is come others blog n barks . Wasting your time trying to criticize or dislike me continuously don't make ue look cleverer at all . Repeating your points over and over again make peoples really think you are stupid enffu . And think my boyfriend will bother abt what you say ? lol . btw thanks spenting ur time here to read my tag or entries . haahaas .

thous i won't give a damn but i loves to entertain it . cos either im too free to do tht . :D

tht the day im touched by him . [:

2008-11-03T12:23:00.003+08:00

MY PINK LG KC 550 PHONE (:

NICE?????

2008-11-03T12:13:00.002+08:00

UPDATING MY LIFE :)

PAST .........

I BOUGHT A NEW PINK PHONE LAST SAT . (: LG KC 550 . !!!
Well well , i met TeoBing , Ashiq && Eddie not long ago . we went out happily with any arguement involve .
Been working in office since my N level end and holiday comes .

COMING ON .!

5th month anni is comming soon .
my dumbbie boyfriend is turning 20 soon too . ( bii so sorry , i bought this pinkish phone and made myself broke like a begger le . no xtra money to buy ue ur chocolate cake =x . will return ue 1 nxt year . lols . (:
BLOG SHOP REOPEN . PLS VISIT (http://www.th-shopper.blogspot.com )
meeting friends for my shopping fest soon :D

yeayeayeas ........

that all ahahahs . visit my blogshop asap and remember to buy my products !! :D

2008-10-22T22:24:00.007+08:00

my sickening phone spoil in the end !!!!

ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

@#$@$#%^#^@$!$!%#^$*^*^&*^(%@$!~ my pay haven come but my sickening phone spoiled ! .

anyway , i have the intention of getting a brand new SAMSUNG PINK PHONE !! haas . been looking for my new PINK phone very very long le .! in the end ..............................................

....................................................................................................................

i found PINK SOUL U900 !!! (:

but soooo sadd . Singapore does not launch this PINK model in the market yet . ):

SEE !! isn't it nice ? chio ?

this few samsung phone also nice in my eyes . muhahahas

2008-10-08T11:06:00.000+08:00

MIA (:

LET ME MAKE MY DECISION BEFORE I COME BACK (:

I NEED TIMES FOR ME TO THINK THINGS AGAIN .

2008-10-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

UPDATING TO THOSE WHO READ MY BLOG && DOES DO SOME GOSSIP ABOUT MY ENTRIES DE .

YEAHS . (: I ONCE BREAK UP WITH MY BOYFRIEND JUSTIN DURING QUARREL BUT THIS WON'T MAKE BOTH OF US SEPARATED SO EASILY . (: QUARREL N BREAK UP APPEAR IS COMMON YEA . WE GOTTA BACK LE ! EVERYTHING TURN PRETTY FINE . && I KNOW HE LOVES ME MORE THEN ANY ONE CAN FEEL . (:

SOO . MAKE IT CLEAR THAT MY BOYFRIEND STILL IS MY AHHWEN ( JUSTIN ) NOT WHERE POP OUT THE AHH BOY (: .

THANKS FOR UR CONCERN ANYONE .

&& DO SPEND TIME ON READING MY BLOG :D

2008-09-29T08:36:00.002+08:00

how sweet a couple is
will also end one day .

how prefect ur next ones is
is the same afterall .

how hurtful your next ones does on you
might be the way yyou hurts the ones loved you before .

disappointed && tears will have after a break up . Lost all trust in love might happen .

what your BOY wants will you understand ??

and same to men , what your GIRL want will you understand ??

tired of empty promises , waiting && having a life who my boyfriend don't know is what i have now .

and what my boyfriend think and feel is what i don't know .

In the end i realise he feel tht he is just a substitute of hhis . and i couldn't understand his difficulty .

and ii ?

bring back the shadow i had in the pass relationship forward & loving him not as much as i love him before . tolerates all empty promise i expected , waiting for all his jobs to be done & follow by letting me worry almost every second he not with me .

this boyfriend of mine will alway make things that i think impossible to possible and make thing tht possible to impossible .

since i can't be the prefect girlfriend of his and he can't be the prefect boyfriend of mine then let end this with a full stop .

he is onces in my mind and will always be in my mind
i can forget his look , voice or no.
but i will never forget the wayy he treated me before .
his treatment was the best overall ex boyfriend tht i had.
and he do tolerate most of my nonsenses.
ilovedhim before but he might not be able to feel .
nevermind , all the while i never treat u as substitute this is what i know.

what ever is mine will always be mine .
how i throw how i dump it still will be mine .
appreciating is important but reading my mind is important too .
if a person can't read my mind i think this is meaningless been tgt .

wishing you all the best and take the best care possible .

2008-09-17T06:36:00.005+08:00

iim totally sick nn tired of all empty promises . thou you don't mean any but im just soo tired of listening empty promises .
Don't promise me any more . ii don't need that .

promises mean to nothing but lie .

guys , your link will be remove if you are the following below

private blog , kinda need email address to be access

( either yyou add my email or link will be deleted automatically )
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thank for spending 1 mins to read the notice .

2008-09-06T01:36:00.001+08:00

TAKE AWAY MY PAINS AND TEARS .

I'm so tired . I'm tired of waiting , but still got to . just for 1 simple reason because i love hhim . i need hhim to stay in my life . aft 2 week of waiting another 3 weeks came silently . i only can accept it with a smile . keep repeating our self tht we missing each others lots is meaningless . i know hhe miss me tht goes to me too . i miss hhim too .

missing him && loving him is what i use to do this few mths . there no regret of me to know him until now . meeting him nearly for 3 day a week is a need and a want for me . He is my vitamin . I need his love to survive , somehow i know im independent enffu to living without him . I don't know when i will be there leaving him & dun dare to imagine my life without him .

I know he tried very hard to get his ass in my life ... trying very hard every day , every moment . hhe did accept all my nuisances every times , even aft his tired and sick time . my lil luff-ter will get over hhis angry-ness toward me every times . can see how hard time he have with me . this is partly of my expectation for been my boyfriend . not all boyfriend can tolerate girlfriend nuisances everyday he did it ! . (:

sometimes he lead me to the past of me . how caring and concern i am && how selfish my ex is . now, different . im the one been selfish and well him ? is the one been so concern && caring of me . i knew treating him liddat is hurting hhim . I can't stop myself for treating him liddat . he alway wishing i can treat him as how i treat my ex . i knew i can't . the past lead me pains && hurts . until now i still the same lil girl who kena hurt deeply before and left wit a big scar behide it .

he did gave me his promise before . he promise me tht the big scar i had will be my history now and forever wit him . he won't make tht history repeat . promise ? this word no longer in my dictionary anymore ever seen tht day im hurt . i , myself believe promise is a lies & there isn't forever love . how much salivas he wasted on me to tell me he && the one hurting me loads is different .

he alway stand by me no matter good or bad things happen . i can't say tht there no good friend around me but they won't be there alway with me . only he no matter good or bad things he will be there be my listening ear . he not only listening only he did gimme moral support and precious advise .

ohhyas , remember hhe asked me is friend impt then him . maybe i feel weird for times been but im confirm tht i no need them as friends . cause they do only help me by making me go school and helpping to pass projects to teachers. the rest ? i can't see any good points of them anymore . they dun help me as much as pushing me to death . so there no need for me to feel bad for losing them . if friends worth me for to know they will nv leave me in the dark . not i selfish . bud i just can't stand the way of alone standing in the dark . i still have friend tht never push me to the dark side . im glad i haf them with me tht time . so dunch worryy ue alway be the first in mhy heart.

i just wanna tell him tht i can't stand waiting for hhim another 2 weeks mre . i tired of waiting le . tht bits bits pain of mine making me crazy abt uue . i dun want to have this type of chance waiting for you le can ? promise this is the last time letting me waiting for ue . can ? ):

love can make people's emotion go wild
love can make people out of the ordinary

i glad tht i do have him by my side .
becos of him
i can do lots of things
i will never expected.

JUSTIN NG WEI WEN LOVES IS FOR ME TO YOU .

2008-08-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

alot of things happened this few day and once again im sick and tired of everything .

everyone use to shit everytime and now is my turn too .

but none clean it for me . indeed in the end im the one clean it more then other do .

thanks all i see it clean and clear how shit push ard . ard and ard going on in btw us .

i got nothing much say any more and dunch wish to say any more . pushing fault to others is useless now . must well say im the one who shited and i must be the one who clean it up . (:

i bluff myself mre then once . my friend will be good enffu to clean shit wit me or rather together we clean it . nahs . it not at all . everyone take turn to push fault to me . if yyou asked me what have i done . i can stand up straight and shout i done mre then yyou done . ue can't protest there ? or yyou never tired to protest to me ? things solved by me , the only brain who always think and co operation needed but who gaven it to me ?

thank to you all . i learnt a new lesson and tasted how to handed a slacker grp wit my own hand and how steady friends are . and let me see how steady some friends can be . friends can be good for nothing or can be you side sharing your prob whenever you needed them .

there nothing for you to regret if once you want to do it .
friends can push you to death or save you .
but only you yourself can cause your friends push you to death or save you .

hhe ever tell me troubles and friends will bring me mre troubles
is im the one dun believe or rather ignore everythings
now
i opened my 2 big eyes and see how they used me and pushed me to death to save themself
i only can speechless and move away and away from them .

imissyyou . as i alway loved yyous

2008-08-25T03:57:00.002+08:00

Tiny Little Quiz I Do
to know mre abt me (:

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake

You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.

The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.

You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.

A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

You Should Honeymoon in Asia!

If you and your sweetie aren't world travelers, you should be

You have a flair for the exotic - and *will* eat the mystery meat

Asia is the perfect new experience for your new life

From temples to tofu to tech toys, you'll have trouble fitting everything in!

Suggested destinations: Hong Kong, Tokyo, Thailand, Australia

Where Would Your Dream Guy Take You on Your Honeymoon?

You Are Ready to Get Married

You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon

In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work

And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it

You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.

Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

Break Up? Are You Kidding?

You're relationship is top notch, period!

Why are you even taking this quiz? :-)

Maybe you know you've got a good thing going

Or maybe you're a little shaky from a fight

Either way, stick with this guy!

Should You Break Up With Him?

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

This may be hard for you to swallow, but you and your guy might not last

At least not forever. He's somewhere between Mr. Right... and Mr. Right Now

No doubt your guy is a great catch - and generally good to you

The odds are, however, that someone better is out there!

How Long Will Your Relationship With Your Guy Last?

You Are Times New Roman

You are formal and conservative. You're concerned with how you appear to others.

For you, maintaining a good reputation is important. You want people to trust you.

Elegant and classy, you always maintain your composure. You are never crass.

You are professional, competent, and upstanding. And it shows!

What Font Are You?

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.

You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.

Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.

You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.

If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.

In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!

And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.

Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

2008-08-13T03:55:00.004+08:00

a very strong feeling of missing someone just came to me . imissingaperson who i once loved .
i started to miss all those laughter , tears and a lots more we did together . we choose to been a friend after many incident and ofcos we get a distance from each other . i will never stop getting excited whenever i see hhis call appearing in my phone . i will never expect hhim to read this entries . cos everything that lead us quarrel will always be my faults . is im too stupid to avoid quarrel . yyou didn't do much things for me but yyou left me a deeply memories of ue existing in my life . imissyous .

remember yyou asked me to last long with my boyfriend since hhe is a good guy . yes i do . i do try to love hhim with my whole heart , fully && truly . i fail . i try very very hard to love hhim fully . ): i will be hurting hhim deeply . im selfish , indeed . i can't afford to lost a good boyfriend like hhim . so i try very very very very hard . but whenever im free to think back things my tears started to roll out of mye eyes . everything is so unfair to hhim . in fact i really go tell hhim straight forward . ii told hhim " yyou no need to love me so deep . i didn't even love yyou so deep like yyou love me . in fact i no longer know how to love people more then i love myself . hurts for me in enffu . pass lover turn into monster in my dreams and my dreams had turn into nightmares too . nightmares had turn to shadows for me .

i just hope that if one dayy i really left hhim && continue my life alone ,
hhe can smile and walk aways with really no pains .

loves is just a feeling tht no one can expected .
ilovehhim with one truly heart but he isn't my ones .
when hhe started loves me more then ilovehhim
hhe just making me worried more && more
whenever i think of hhis life aft i go
will alway think of my life aft my loves ones went off
loves isn't a sweet thing in the end .
but loves can make uue smile like an angel
look like a princess .

UNEXPECTEDfeeling .

2008-08-12T02:23:00.005+08:00

update

iim once again back to arhhskarlliao and i get the chance to make 513's join together . (:

and BIG WARM WELCOME TO CONSTANT , EDDIE AND AS WELL AS BIG BIRD to ARHKARLLIAOS (: .

CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS .

ARHKARLLIAO N 513 PTB (:

my love won't be as deep as yyous loves me
but my heart do only contain ue the only one . (:
ilovesyous ,
take all my breathe with you .
kiss all my pain aways .
o5o6o8 a sweetness dream or a nightmare ?.
we shall know one day .

2008-07-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

14th HAPPY BIRD-DAY AH LE !!
FINALLY FOURTEEN LER !! CLAPS CLAPS .
GETTING OLDER MUST THINK MORE MATURELY . (:

can we get closer like last time ?
i hope so ,
in facts we are drifting apart and
KPOs is trying to get uue away from us .
will uue really make this distances further further away from me ?
I DON'T WANT TO THINK and EITHER TO FIND OUT THE TRUTHS .

uue are the name ii craved in my heart . (:

爱你在每一天。
想你在每一秒。
你是我的宝！

2008-07-29T05:01:00.004+08:00

Exanne
17
blissfully attached .
ATTITUDER
wishing wonderful times can stop .

friends do come and go easily . we are drifting apart since some unhappy incident happened . it proved to me . we isn't strong enfu to stay now and forever . we are honeys bastard and bitch now and forever . path is both of us choose for ourself . i believe you had find a better friends then us and well well believes u are mre happy staying wit them . i shall not asking ue to stay wit me or wasting uur time on me . thank for been there whenever i need you , thous uue might not realise it or do extra things for me bud i can still feel your exist .

today will be tomorrow memories .
yesterday will be today memories .
your times for me will be my memories .

Justin Ng
Exanne's
Never fail to make me smile .
Never fail to dry my tears for me .
and of cos hhe will never fail to tolerate my nuisances .

I will never get enfu of hhim .
iloveshisEVERYTHINGS .

` An APPLE a day keep a person away from doctor .
` A EXANNEtamin a day keep Justin away from doctor .
` A WENtamin a day keep Exanne away from doctor .

2008-07-22T05:02:00.005+08:00

it so " early" now . can uue imgine now is o5o2 when i started to type this entries ? im been finding GOOD & FREE photo editor software to edit my poor pictures . in the end i din find any one . lots of pics can't been edited . awwws . sooo saddd .

anyways . been reflecting a lots of things whenever im free , this few days . I see thru lots of friends . (:
as time goes by things will changed .

friend ? yeas . i do haf . and ofcos i ddo have a " YOUNG" andd "HYPER" friend yeas . Is th friend of mine really so young andd hyper until hhe got no brain to think ? hmmms i dunno . andd everything ended this wayy i also don't wish to know either . WE GIRLS LOVE GIRLS TALK andd PLAYING CRAZILY AMOUNT OURSELVES , budd uue ? always LOVES TO JOIN IN THE FUN . lOl . telling uus to touch hhere andd there . is it that fun ? [ it for anyone to judge themselves . ] me? of cos i don't think it is fun too . even when we girls loves slapping each other butt , uue urself join in too . don't uue think uue are so disgusting ? or shall i named uue " SISTER " or as other said "YOUNG" andd "HYPER" . ooyas . i remember when we happen to ask whether did uue PCC when playing truth . ue give us a guilty look and said "OFCOS NO !! " follow by this guilty look of urs ! . isn't uue are another DISGUSTED friend of mine ? . reflected alot of thing uue ddo actually let uue earn alots of "dao wu " yeas . so many girls lett uue take advantage . uue shld be happy yeas .
is uue the one who let ur BLOODY TAIL come out and let me caught and now wanna spoil others FRIENDSHIP ? . lOls . uue think uue can success ? maybe ? bud we girls always stick tgt de will never let uue tear apart ! . try as hard as uu want . don't forget ur lesson i gave it to uue . hmmms ,
let me roughly remind uue yeas . I WILL RETURN UUE TWICE IF UE STEPPED MY TAIL ! .

and GIRLS : i simply loves those GIRLSTALK we used to have . (: ilovesallyouu now and forever !

my 2 months is coming in 2 weeks time . budd everything mye beloved boyfriendd Justin ddo is much more then a 1 month plus relationship . indeed we aint really that strong and stable , we just simple so LOVING , SWEET andd WONDERFUL ! . thou numbers of hhis promised have broken in the end , hhe still got try all hhis best to make hhis bloody busy time for me . (: . i can see hhis effort and i appreciated too . [:

numbers of event ii will never forget iis .

the every first time i met ue .
the every first time ue spented ur time wit me at my room chit chatting .
the every first time ue suddently appear infront of my door stepp to dry my hurtful tears.
the every first time ue bought me AI XIN SUPPER . [ nasi lemak from changi ]
the every first time ii make noise due to no dinner . uue bought me lovely dinner [ hokkien mee + satay]
the every first time uue bring me out at night when uue doing duty
the every first time ii had mye DANCE and is with uue DOWN THE MOONLIGHT !
the every first time ii meet ur PARENTS and ofcos ur parents good treatment .
the every first time ii joined ur family outing (:

all this make me have a unforgetable memories . and once again thanks for ur tolerating of my attitude and ur EVERYTHING for me ! I APPRECIATED .

2008-07-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

Question: The person who tagged you is?
Answer: Yiling.

Question: What is your relationship with him/her?
Answer: BELOVEDsister.

Question: Your 5 impression of him/her?
Answer: Funny,Good listener,Crazy,Emotional,Secretive.

Question: The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
Answer: th elmo T- shirt she bought for me.

Question: If he/she becomes your lover,you will?
Answer: IMPOSSIBLE !! I aint LES !

Question: If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improves on?
Answer: zzZ . never heard what i said just now ?

Question: If he/she becomes your enemy,you will..?
Answer: walked away NOW n FOREVER

Question: If he/she becomes your enemy ,the reason will be?
Answer: Backstabbed or Betrayed me?

Question: The most desire things you want to do for him/she now is?
Answer: be hher listening hear now and forever ?

Question: Your overall impression on him/her?
Answer: no comment .

Question: How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Answer: I not who to answer .

Question: The character you love of yourself are?
Answer: Crazy & Attitude ?

Question: On the contrary,the character you hate yourself are?
Answer: Anger.

Question: The most ideal person you want to be is?
Answer: never want to be that good .

Question:Who is number six having relationship with you?
Answer: *smile*.

Question:Is 9 a male or female?
Answer: *smile*.

Question:If 7&10 are together ,will be a good things?
Answer: *smile*.

Question:How about 5&8?
Answer: *smile*

Question: What's number 2 studying about?
Answer: *smile*

Question: When was the last time you chatted with number 3?
Answer: *smile*

Question: Is number 4 single?
Answer: *smile*

Question: Talk something casually about number 1?
Answer: *smile*

Pass This To 10 Peepos.
1. Any Stranger
2. Any Stranger
3. Any Stranger
4. Any Stranger
5. Any Stranger
6. Any Stranger
7. Any Stranger
8. Any Stranger
9.Any Stranger
10.Any Stranger

2008-07-16T03:35:00.004+08:00

SWEEPING MYE MEMORIES AWAYS .

im sweeping all my UNHAPPY-ness and HAPPY-ness away right now .

following words might be nasty , hurtful , disgusted or will build up ur angers bud i still will say it loud and clear , cos this is my blog . irritated can either leave a comment at my taggy wit ur BIG name or can just simply click X at the top-right hand corner.

think from the i stepped into Arhhkkarlliaos tis slackinq grp . i have never have any regrets . there is good and bad from this slacking grp .

when i stepped into ArhhKarlliao (AKL) , bring me closes to few frens . like Mangting(CRAZYBABE) , AhBoa(STARLISHmen) , Weiqi(CHEEBYEbitch) . and of cos make me know my fellow friends better on yea . im once a members of AKL too . now i no longer . i loved them onces and i believe it is forever . (:

MASTERCRAFT is a place we use to slack , emo and DRUNK . (: i will miss those memories , AWAYS .

we have been tgt to make JOYS , TEARS and ofcos JOKES . we care each other mre and mre by each day . bud the deeper i know everyone the mre disgusted i have on fews .

some are SELFISH . some are ATTENTIONseeker and even some does NOT even bother how other feel .

in another wayys im sick and tired of all this nonsense . a simple joke will make everyone laugh or even crys too .

we are all nonsense . (: yet we cannot think of each other .

the ONE AND ONLY ONE KITTEN I loves .

i used to hate CATS . this lil kitten make me change myself . i use to afraid of kitten and dislike them too . bud this lil kitten make me buy cat food of hher to eat . (: .
the day she go missing is the dayy i miss her deeply . i miss the wayy she hide behide mye leg . and the expression she gimme wen i touch hher lil soft neck . i think she will always miss me too . lols . oops . im in love wit it lerhhs . mye boyfriendd gonna KILL me if hhe realise it too . LOLS .

she make me SMILES and ANGRYS abt hher !

she make me smile wenever i need someone to bother me . (: . she make me angrys wenever she is drunk ! . she will never think the way hher friends surrounded hher thinks .
BITCH ! . : ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS " FRIENDS ARE FOREVER ; BOYFRIEND ARE WHATEVER .! . oops mye boyfriend really gonna kill me by seeing this sentences !! . lalalalas .
remember what uue tell me . NO boyfriend uue still got me !! this is the words that brighten my that disappointed night . (: .
iloveyous soo .

next ,HE never fail to make me laugh . (:

this STARLISHmen of mine will never fail to make me laugh . hhe loves to ddo stupid things and expression to make me laugh like mad ! . hhis toopid actions will brighten everyone times everyday . nd me , this STARLISHlady of hhis will one help hhim to lesses hhis some problems and of cos been hhis SICKO ! . lols .

CRAZYSUS WILL NEVER BE APART !

we are CRAZYbabes . named this is becos we are so CRAZY ! we never fail to be crazy .
and the reason i loves hher so much is becos we never fail to ddo stupid and crazy things .

this are the main 3 that always loved by me in AKL . and we 3 charbor will alway be tgt and have our GIRL TALKS . we always loves to gossip abt others people and always loves to date each other oudd . muhahahas .

- AKL members are very emotional people .
i oso slowly kena that type of emotional feelings .
and i realise fews members drunk is for the sake of ATTENTION . they need there love one attention . and just wanna get high . i din blame them anythings . bud please think twice before uue ddo . (:
some are selfish . keep think wad he / she want we must give . and wants us to pamper hhim / hher . which is impossible from me cos if uue want me to pamper ue 1stly ue got to win my heart . (: .
another one is the worse . i will nv hhis thinking and wad hhe want at all . i try very hard . bud fail . i gave up too .

ii will always continues going oud wit all of ue if ue want too .

if not . then never . (:

friends comes very easily . and go so easily too . i no need any friend that come to take advantage of me . (: .

2008-07-08T11:34:00.002+08:00

2008-07-07T12:49:00.001+08:00

I DON'T WISH UUE TO SAY ANYTHING .

SPEECHLESS .

2008-07-02T12:59:00.002+08:00

UPDATING !!

TEOBINGsiaopeh , ASHIQhoneybastard : i finally update my entries ler hhor .

Yst went oudd for slacking , wit teobingSIAOPEH , weiqiCHEEBYEBITCH , ashiqHONEYBASTARD , manqtinqCRAZYBABE , ROYCEahboa , LE and GERALDbendan .

been slacking the whole afternoon ever since after we send YILINGmeimei go home . we slack from 1o9 all the way to 7oo plus . me , mangtingCRAZYbabe , ashiqHONEYBASTARD went to weiqiCHEEBYEBITCH's hse to let hher change hher cloth and go oudd again .

all above pics takken on weiqiCHEEBYEBITCH room .

went home , at 6 pm . (: to get change and continues mye slacking session , hahahas .

me , weiqiCHEEBYEBITCH , teobingSIAOPEH and ashiqHONEYBASTARD , royceAHBOA , GARYdidi .

we went to 97 slackk all the wayy till 9.30 . (: then head to 7xx again to slack awhile and back home

2008-06-25T06:38:00.004+08:00

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MANGTING MYE BELOVED CRAZYBABE !!! GETTING 1 YEARS LER WORHHS !! GRATSS !! (:

. 23 June
went KTV wit mangCRAZYBABE , teobing , yilinqMEI , ROYCEchhouBOATAKK , Kerin , logGINA , weiqi , garyDIDI . (:
foolinq ard inside and of cos enjoyinq myeself there . (:
qirls seems like got aloadds of probb .
` takke it easy girls . (: relationship is not a need for our ages .
` we got long where to go yea , dun stress urself . (:

. 24 June
mye 1st fcukinq dayinq for school . fkinq dislike qoinq tuuhs school xspecially wakke up and my sickeninq mothers callinq . NOISYY !! ROARS . nothinq new as wad younq ahlians and ahhbenqq alwayy ddo haf our smkinq break b4 goinq in the cage . sittinq at 1o9 havinq our smkinqq brk . there a young teacher from our school came towards us . mao maos , knw wad the toopid teacher talk to uus ? hhe came and ask uus to smk less and try to quit . insteads of qiving hhim the simple respect , everyone smk infront of hhim . maos . see . how badd we guys are . LOLS .

aft hhis talk andd we finishh our cigg lerhhs . then wwe walk towardd our cage . borinq hours start . yawns . those sickening ndteachers takke 3o mins to nagg uus abt studyy . so sickk !! first period jiu shi per PE . tmdd . hmmms by the wayy for iur info . i dun qo PE since 2007 . lols . aft mye PE lesson was EOA . fcuk the teacher . i dun like at all . same goes to mye friends . lols . teacher came in budd nv teachs us want us to self study . lmaos . instead of selfstudy , beetinq , pinyen and me talkinq c0ck abt that fcukup teacher . hahahhaas . once bell rang 3 of us takke our wallet and walk oud of the room and went toilet . lols . goinq toilet to make our very impt calls . MAOS . durinq recess been rottinqq wit mye honeybastardd andd other friends . talking anyy rubbish as time go by . soon bell rang , recess ended . sian . yawns . intend to haf mye beauty sleeping in class . bud in the end nebber . thanks to mye sickening chinese teacher telling us to prepare for oral . STUPIDS ! ddo i need to prepare ? i confirm pass de lehhs . ONLY if i go school take that stupidEXAM . hahahahas . waste mye times listening to that teacher . chao zhi dao wo jiu force mye fairy come takke me there nahhs . hais . DnT periods come . going to workshopp . i dun even remember ii did ddo anything cos mye DnT ler . hees . im so lost wen the KUKUuncle ask us to do our project . maos . i diin even haf idea yets . =x . thanks to mye teacher gimme a toopid idea of doing wheel of fortunes then i can start doing mye project . hmmms . lesson end so fast . is 12.3opm ler !!! math lesson now . guess oso knw i confirm can rot there de . cos no lesson mahs . lols . qo back to class saw mye teacher is waiting ler . she called mye name wen i walked pass her . tot she will be nagging abt cominq to school mre offen now . in the end . she like loan sharkk liddat saw me ask me pay wad entry fee for mye exams . KAOS ! waste of money when mye mother go find hher , she dun want tell my mother abt it . instead of telling me . haii wo waste ler $6 for a piece of A4 paper . SICK ! continues our c0ck like just now . maos . time pass mre fast liddat .

it ended .

2008-06-18T18:04:00.003+08:00

IT ENDED !

misunderstand ended at last . cheers . im been unhappy the whole day yst .

i knew not only im hurt over this incident mye bibi oso . i not going to mention mre abt this anymre .

none of us wants to recall this incident again anymore . (:

the one things i will remember deeply is he came all the wayy to mye hse to dry mye tears . (:

BIBI : iue always mye SUNSHINES after mye RAINS .

believes after this misunderstanding we know how much actually we mean to each other . our relationship get stronger .! and i believe our relationship will get stronger and stronger by each day and times . (:

im in love wit mye dumbo bii

- yst i went to funan to buy mye pink lap top thou it not as nice as VAIO pink laptop bud it still the PINKKISH lapptopp i craving for . LOLS .

after i bought mye PINKKISH laptop , i and fat went to RAB BAR to drink is at BQ . (:

reachedd home abt 11.48pm . (:

what hurts the most , is being so close .

2008-06-16T18:40:00.003+08:00

he came to find me for dinner and staying at my hse .
we have our own time . bud it isn't happy to me at all .
maybe is becos i think too much le
think that he belong to me
think that he only love
think that i can last this relation

everthing i saw just turn mye sweetness EVENT down .

wad hurt me is those who i nv expect did actually happen . things that i dun wish continues happen .
this will have a ending .

PS: thanks for ur comment ; isimplylovesit .

hher FIRST MEETING

2008-06-13T03:02:00.002+08:00

finally ................... mye turn !! i been booking long the appointment comes . !

ahahahas . it mye first meeting wit mye bibi . (: . hhe came tuhh mye hse slackk today . ahahahahas . hhe is the first to come to mye hse sweet talks and lie on mye precious bedd . LOLS .

our dating . [:

we meet at bedok interchange to get mum mum . haas . we went 216 hawker to grab seafood soup eat . according to bibi he loves to eat soupp thingy so i recommended him to eat seafood soup . (: . too many people at hawker eat ler . so in the end we takke away . haahaas .

the next destination is mye ahhma hse . went back there to get sometime . shun bian have our mum mum at home . haa . been takke a long time to eat . rot awhile then we go home le .

last destination b4 mye bibi go for 1 whole week duty . FCUK th person who ask hhim ddo the duty one nahhs . WHOLE WEEK lehs !! KAOS ! . drive both of us crazy !! gonna miss bibi like siao le . haiis .
we takke cabby home . [: very fast de , we reached my hse . ahahas .
think once bibi saw mye living room ard feel giddy le . ahahas . we watched "hhorror" movie . bud i think it not scary at all . ahahahas . bud i enjoy it . cos is wit hhim de . hees . hmmms . we been haf our sweet talks ever since aft that "horror"show cannot watch .

the most enjoyable moments .
think the most enjoyable moments is we at bedd lying and honeys talk bahhs .
hhais . iwillmissthosemoments like howimissmyedumbdumbbibi . (:

[: im addicted to ue .
(: ue are my drugs .

(: 3words
(: I
(: LOVES
(: UE !!!

♥ o5o62oo8

2008-06-11T08:44:00.003+08:00

Here i go ! ahahas . mye NEW skins and post yea .

updates

o5o62oo8
HAPPILY TAKEN BY JUSTIN . [:

im attached !! finally !! . LOLS .

im just damn "busy" to update mye post . hmmmms .

missing mye bibi deeply . guess wen hhe back from duty will be surprise that i actually busying doing new skins for mye bloggie and of cos he will love that anima i ddo on mye sign off . (: " EXANNE LOVES JUSTIN ."

HAHAHA .

hao nahhs . im just fcuking excited abt hhis reactions . haas . excited until my brain now is fcuking empty . maybe updates again soon . ahas .

hmmmms .. think i go ler . this entries all yi pan yi pan de . so see ler jiu pekchek .

- i waiting to meet mye bi on this coming Thurs . ROARS !

2008-05-29T16:43:00.003+08:00

yeahs ! i finally got the chance to sit at V2 yst night wit fat . lol . that stingy fat only want let me happy so bring me there only . LMAOS . sian 1/2 . hais . ahahahas .

we got in the pub and drink 1 jar of beer then go ler . is okk . haas . cos at there i oso feel sian .

after the drinking we went to eat YUMMY SATAY ! people who went street 41 must eat that YUMMY SATAY !! bring me go and i show iue where . LOLS .

Ken promised de me to open drink for me tonight bud somehow i dun feel going down there . alone is so sick and boring . lols .

think tonight i can drop off the topic of going down geylang if ken know this i think he gonna comment mre . lols . ignore .

ILOVETHOSEGUY WHO I MET AT GEYLANG . LOLS .

2008-05-28T15:09:00.003+08:00

WONDERING ~

life gotta carry on witOUD those dirty friends i use to talk to ler . will be sad cos i truely treat them as a good friend and of cos thinking they are upright person only left a few bad sheep .

ignore bahs . i dun think aft that day wit still so good anymre . let go ler . (:

i told myeself before . LOSING A FRIEND IS NOT A MATTER TO ME .! and i gotta do it ! LOLS .

this few day im been drink free drinks . lols . think that this world ppl started to get abit problems ler . that day went geylang friend treat me drink . yst night mye father treat me beer too . somemre ask me use straw . think im a kids . LOLS . dunno the effect . drink plus cook fries for me to eat . AND THE THING I NEVER EXPECTED IS HE BOUGHT ME MARLBORO MENTHOL !!! KAOS ! he alway dun want me smk de yst buy me beers and cigg . something must be wrong again . ignore bahs . i think so much in the end thing gonna happen will happen . ahahas .

tis 2 days keep raining in the noon . tmd ! . make me dun feel going ikea to buy mye stuff ! . imgine later i gonna bring thing from ikea back to hse . i think i will steam to death arhhs .

lols .

PRAYING GOD !! STOP RAINING AND LET ME GET MYE THING DONE YEA !

2008-05-27T14:24:00.002+08:00

DISAPPOINTMENT .

HAPPY BELATED BIRDDAY TO CHEEHO ! LOLS . GROWING 1 YR OLDER PLEASE KNOW HOW TO THINK LE LARHHS . AHAHAS . FIND A GOOD GF TOO !! LOLS .

YSTER WENT TO IKEA AGAIN . I WENT TO IKEA WIT 1 EMPTY MIND . LOLS . LOOKING AROUND WIT NO IDEA . WONDERING ARD ONLY . LOLS . WHILE I SMOKING I CALLED A FRIEND DO PEI ME FOR TODAYY IKEA SHOPPING SESSION . AND I ASKED HIM HOW CHABO OVER THERE ? HW HHIS PREVIOUS NIGHT ? GOOD ? AHAHAHAS . CONFLICT STARTED AGAIN . ABOUT V2 . LOLS . I TIO SHOOT I NV WENT IN B4 WILL NEVER KNOW HOW INSIDE . SO HOW MUCH HE EXPLAIN TO ME OSO NO USE . LOLS . OBVIOUS I DUNNO . AND MAKE ME A GREAT DECISION . DECIDEDTO GO IN MYESELF AND SEE SEE . LOLS . SO I STOP MYE WINDOW SHOPPING AND SKIP TO GIANT TO BUY MYE STUFF . AND I RUSH BACK TO BEDOK CELEBRATE WIT MYE DEAREST CHEEHO . FOLLO BY ASKING FAT (FRIEND) TO GO GEYLANG WIT ME . LOLS . BOTH OF US ONLY AND WIT MYE WEARING SONG BO . BUD BO BIAN I WANT TO SEE . HOW DISGUSTING THE PLACE IS . AND HOW CHIO THOSE CHARBO ARHS . LOLS .

WENT GELYANG THE FIRST PERSON I SAW IS AH KEN WOOTS . SCARE ME . TOT KEN WILL SCOLD ME FOR MYE ACT BUD BO HAHAHAS . HE JOKE WIT ME LIKE SIAO TOO .

I TOLD HIM I WANT GO V2 , HE SEEMS LIKE DUN ALLOW ME TO GO IN BUD I DIE DIE WANT IN !! I CHAO HIM AND FAT AT THERE ! AHAHAHAHAS . FINALLY I WENT IN . LOLS . TOT CAN PLAY WHEN FAT FLIRTING . BUD TO BADD I SAW A FRIEND THAT TELL ME OOHHS I WILL NEVER GO IN TO V2 . MYE WHOLE MOOD DROP TO GROUND . I GOT CHEATED . LOLS . LIARS ! . WEN I SAW HIM I THINK OF COS THOSE BASTARD ARE THERE TOO . SO I WENT OFF LER . AHAHAS .

THOSE GUYS ARE JUST MYE IMAGINES .

FROM THE START I THINK THEIR UPRIGHT MAN JUST LOVE TO JOKE IT DIRTY STUFF . NOW NO LONGER LER . IT MRE LIKE THEY ARE ONE TOO .

I KNEW THEY WILL TELL ME ALL MAN NEED SEX . NEED SEX MEAN ? GOT TO GO THERE EVERYDAY ? SO SICK . LOLS . MAN LOVES SEX YEAHS .

THOSE GUYS ARE SO SCARY TOO ME NW . I DUN EVEN DARE TO STAY TO CLOSE TO THEM LER . MAYBE THIS IS SHADOW OF ME . SHADOW GOT TO FOLLOW WHERE I GO AND I SHALL FACE IT EVERYDAY , EVERY MOMENT . HURTS .

HOW SCARY IM IUE GUYS WILL NEVER KNOW . DISAPPOINTMENT . UNTIL NOW THEN I KNOW HOW DISGUSTING IUE GUYS ARE . AND HOW SCARY IUE GUYS ARE .

HURTS .!

2008-05-26T01:46:00.002+08:00

FCUK UP MOOD !

FUCK UP MOOD .! ROARS .

recently i left that grp of friend i alway use to be . i left becos of boredness and ofcos of they selfishness . found oud that grp of friends are using each other de .

hmmms . since i never stick wit mye rotting grp of friend so i stick wit mye smell . lols . im back to maple . be a mapler again . lols . is boring bud nv cos i got nothing better to do too .

back to the guild i use to be last time . WJD - wujiandao . is a bad and good news bahs .

think is this guild-mates who make me back to maple and is them who bring me smile and of cos anger .

recently this "grp" of friend i use to hang in maple LOVES TO HANG AT "DIRTY" PLACE ! .

all of them seems so despo for it too ! . maos . i just simply dun understand whye there such people in this world . maos maos . despo until liddat . they go find "chick" at geylang . hmmms . dun think wrong not those who stand and wait for customer de . is those who come toward iue and serve iue de ! ROARS ! and wad they got to do is PAY THEM and TOUCH THEM . OMG ! all are so disgusting man !

FINALLY I SEE HOW WUJIANDAO BROTHERS ARE ! LOLS . THEY LOVES TO GO SUCH PLACES AND SAY IM STILL A KIDS WHO DUNNO ALL MAN GO SUCH PLACES . DO ALL MAN GO SUCH PLACES ? LOLS . I DUNNO AND DUN DARE TO JUDGE THAT ANYMORE . THIS GRP OF DISGUSTING PEOPLE IN MYE EYES ARE SENSIBLE AND GOOD GUY BUD NOW ALL TURN TO DISGUSTING AND DIRTY MAN IN MYE EYES .

OHHS YARHHS . I JUST SIMPLY CANNOT STAND A GIRL ANYMORES . IT FCUKING CRAZY ! LOVES TO IMAGINE THINGS WILD . NOTHING GOOD TO THINK BUD SHE JUST LOVE IT . SAY UNTIL LIKE IM WHARD LIDDAT . NB DE

IF IUE HAPPEN TO SEE THIS . LET ME TELL IUE .

THERE NO IMPACT FOR ME AT ALL . IF THIS TYPE OF NONSENSE REALLY MAKE IUE HAPPY DHEN GO AHEAD AND CREATE MRE YEAHS . CREATE AS MUCH AS IUE WANTS . I NOT GOING IN AND ENTERTAIN UR NONSENSE FOR TIME BEEN . [:

2008-05-15T03:28:00.006+08:00

updating mye days . [:

mama day event (: 11o52oo8

JOYCEnuer did came to celebrate this LONERmama dayy wit me . haas

we had a LAME event . we play puzzle together . maos . mye sister join in the fun too . maos .

whardd we did is mix all 3 boxes of puzzle together and find the pieces we need to make into pic .

mye IDIOTsister was the 1st to finish her SAILOR MOON . maos . 2nd by me HAHAHAS , and JOYCEnuer was the last to finish her puzzle

see her stress face wit those pieces . maos .

in order to finish the game i went to help her . maos .

and finally we FINISHED !!! HAHAHAHAS . aft that LAME game we had we went home . HAAS

early celebration wit mye 17th BIRTHDAY wit mye " bro" and friend . - 12052008

went to bugis to meet mye friend KELVIN to la kopi . maos . we went to TCC to haf our KOPIsession as well as mye smking session . haas .

met mye " bro " 6.3opm at BUGISjunction haf a short shopping and went to drink . maos . is a unpleasant drink norhhs . it so bored ! i pay $17 to make myeself bored . nxt yr mye birthday dun want go wit him lerhs . maos . wad i do in KTV pub was drink . drink like siao ! . so bloated ! so mre is BEER ! maos ! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks .

POOLsession .

im too laoya for pool lers . in the end KELIVN too over me . and i go take photo .

went back home feel so sick . think due to the drink bahs . so i went to cook PIG fest ! . muahahas . middle of the night an sow is cooking . hahahahas . see wad i cook . the food dun look nice bahs it nice to eat !! hahahahas .

* cooking hint . - wen iue cook fried egg for fried rice add some " hua diao jiu " it taste better .

KOPIsession, it mre like mye count dwn . haahaas - 13052008

have mye lovely KOPIsession wit mye MAPLEguild mate DANNY . thanks to danny arhs . KOPIsession tot is at mye hse dwnstair la . in the end . thank arhs DANNY bring me to ECP la . i break mye record by wearing sleeping clothes and go ECP la mye LOVELYkopi . thanks ahs . ahas . la arhs la arhs . 12am lerhs !! MY BIRTHDAY !! MUAHAHAHAS ! DANNY is the 1st who wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY & he is the 1st who pei me countdown for mye birthday ! . hahahas .

we went to catch some monkeys at carpark doing business . maos . DANNY parked his car nxt to monkey's car so that we can see monkeys doing business . ahahahaahas . in the end we see nothing bahs see a BASTARD park his car nxt to us to see wad we are doing . maos . we doing nothing bud watching free show . STUPIDbastard doing a very stupid things . he crawled toward the car nxt to us . and PEEK ! OMFG ! he peek that couple of monkey ! . nabeiicheechee ! he liddat see ppl ! . kukumarus ! . he run back to the car and drive off very fast ! . and he back again !! reverse his car nxt to us to see us again . NABBEII CHEE CHEE ! .

both of us inside the car joking like a fool . hahahas . toopid ! . we went back ard 1 plus . hahahas .

celebration - 14052008

it mye birthday !! OMG !! im turning 1 years older ! bud mye fcuking brain is still the same soooooooooooo BRAINLESS . lols .

ahahas . woke up at 3 plus nearly 4 pm . OMFG ! . i just like a pig !! . sleep for so long ! smsed DANNY to see tonight plans . in the end discuss for long long time and finally we get our planning . hahahas .

i rushing mye time to get myeself prepared and called him . JASON , mapleGUILD mate and him went to fetch me . muahahhas . JASONthetaxidriver . ahem ! only i can call him TAXIDRIVER ! . lols . look so fierce . think due to his work bahhs . hahahas . dun dare to disturbb him . in the end we are still the same love to poke each other . maos . poke poke . poke like siao maos . we went to eat dinner at BQ . in the end he poke me again . roars ! .. say i like snail liddat see till so slow . maos . gu liang marhs . nebber see b4 . hurmphs . he alway liddat de . hurmphs . ignores ~~~

aft our dinner we went to find pub to drink . went to the pub i intro in the end we nv go in due to some reason . so we drove off to another desitnation . ahaas . went to dunno wad pub to drink beer i think becos JASONthetaxidriver saw his friend bahs . aft his friend go off we went off to another pub is fcuking lots ppl ! maos .

unpleasant msg send to mye ears . abt friend's bgr relationship so while waiting for mye song to come i go talk abt that matters . sooon . everyone peace . and mye song is here so i back to mye sang mye dao dai . hahahas . DANNY sang cha jian er guo too . haas . not badd better then the previous singer . LOLS .

we play like mad . xspecial JASONthetaxidrive and DANNY . lmaos . lols . both sick sick de . hahahahahhahahahs . sicksickCOUPLE lai de . lols . if DANNY saw this he will go crazy wit me and well JASONthetaxidriver will poke me mre, yeas .

time pass fast . mye birthday gone . hais . im 17 . single . hais . we went back home . JASONthetaxidriver drove me back home . and while DANNY he half die le larhs . hahas . i reached hais . mye event ended too . thanks . DANNY to create this lovely event for me yeas . ahahhahas . i haf lots of fun . time pass fast . mye event gone liddat . hais .

end .

maos .

hais .

singlicious is so bored .

last bud not least i gotta thanks those who sent mye a birthday greeting . (: .

and BIGTHANKS to DANNY of cos mye taxidriverJASON . hahahas . to give me a wonderful night . (: thanks .

gone . (:

2008-05-11T16:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY MARMIES DAY !

haas marmies day is a normal day for me to rot at home . haiss . poor lil girl stuck at home wondering wad to do todayy . boring day . yawns .

thanks JOYCEnuer for say HAPPY MARMIE DAY tot iue forget me this marmiee lerhhs . hahhas . miss iue load yeas .

nothing much to post todayy . getiing headach and stress mre . i dun even knw wad so good to stress abt . hais . maybe is that reason . i not going to say here . cos i knw he will think i asking for his pity . im not so not going to tell anyone abt it . (:

go ler .

(: FTB - FULL TIME BITACH HUART ARHS .

MEMBERS - EXANNE ; VERONICA . (:

DOES BOTH OF US LOOK LIKE BITCH? HAAS .

INTEREST TO BE LIKE US ? JOIN US DHEN ! (:

X3 FULL TIME BITCH

2008-05-10T22:42:00.005+08:00

AH ZARD KILL BY MYE FAMILY !!!

Greedy Ah Zard eat mye mama bao ( bun ) and it ended it life in the bao ! muahahhas . mye mum tie the bag and show us ( mye sis n i ) the lizard , mye crazy sis shout like guan tio gui ( saw ghost ) . i played wit that lizard ! . muhahhahas . im scare of it bud that kuku insect is in the plastic bag . he won't be so clever until he bit the plastic bag till got hole and climb oud of it de larhhs . *EVILlaughs* . i gently press it tail and dun let it move away bud that lizard still got brain . he make it stupid tail break and spread the poison oud . tooo bad . im oudside of the plastic bag . alalalalalalalas . cold blooded asshole ! who ask iue eat thing that does not belong to iue . ur punish is to die wit the bao ! muahahahhahahas . i took some of the pic while playing wit it yeahhs . nice die ! AH ZARD ! please rest in peace wit that bao iue ate . TOOPID GREEDY LIZARD ! .

yst . i went to city hall to have mye " 17`birthday treat from mye ah yi . woots . we had dinner at thai express . i love they tomyum soupp . it yammmmmmiiiiiies . ! it damn full ! awwws . bud i love it yeas . aft dinner we had some window shopping and went home . awww is boring ! . bud worth it ! cos of mye tom yum soup yeas .

backk to mye ah ma hse . just like having chalet this 2 weeks . maos saturday went to ah ma hse and sleep . haas . nothing i can do at ah ma hse . bud 1 thing good is i can haf a good sleep there . maos . ! .

im boring ! yawns .

dayy spent liddat today . boring ~ . went to 136 had mye dinner and took cab home aft that . boring . haiis . im here again .. okks . enjoy some pic i took few days ago . (: im too lazy to edit them . :S

i took it when i haf mye wayy home aft mye treat and window shoppings . (:

i took it when i slacking wit Yiling'meimei and MantingCRAZYGIRL and more ppl and while waiting for time to meet friends go Ben song ka .

missesBEN . ):

2008-05-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

yawns yawns . im sick ! freaking sick ! omg ~ im coughing like having lung cancer . wooots . haas ....

getting bored at home bud no choice cos no money no outing . im not going out wit money !

birthday is coming i hope i got loadds of angbaos to takke . muhahahahas . loadds ang bao = loadds moneyys . MUHAHAHAHS . another wayy round im 1 years older . maos . sian 1/2 . old ler still jia buay dua . hahahas . im still so brainless . of cos mye lazy bone is still wit me . muhahhahas .

. mye head is still so pain . maos . so sian . freaking sian . see mye hse in such a mess mre sian dunno where to start mye cleaning . maos . mye room dunno when can i get it man ! . haiissss .

been moving back for abt 2 week . life is worse and tough for me yeas . hais . hao lers narhhs . im boring to death ler . i think i shall stop mye boring story . haaahaaahaas .

GUYS MY FCUKING BIRTHDAY IS COMING IN 6 DAYS TIME !! . REMEMBER TO GIVE ME ANGBAOS ! cos i need money the most !. muahhahas . im money face freak ! . maos .

2008-04-30T16:32:00.004+08:00

3oo42oo8`memories for Bennifer .

a cheerful man had rest in peace .

everyone will feel sad for him bahhs .

same goes to me . ): .

felt sad when i heard his news .

Bennifer passed away this morning .

today will be the day for me to remind BENNIFER LEE .

2008-04-29T23:43:00.005+08:00

o.O . im backk to here ! . wahahahas , yeas . life isn't that great anymore to me . (:

let reflect some of mye pictures . haas . (:

o.O . i did used oudd all mye chocolate to do this chocolate . haas . (: look is this nice ? i gonna try all mye best to make chocolate turn to colorful chocolates when i free . * laughs *

hahahas . i took this pic at mye OLD CLASSMATES chalet (: cool bo ? :P

LOOK ! hahahas . this 2 is a good couple isn't ? LOLS . they took wit same attitude .! HAHAHAS . good couple :D .

2008-04-25T02:42:00.002+08:00

ROARS ! im getting fed up wit that idiot who keep pesting me . he just simply don't understand the words of SINGLE ` UNAVAILABLE ! he the one who alwayy make me fed up in MSN . ROARS

hmmms ..... i just viewed tio a female's blog having war in her taggie . topic is abt her promise to a boyy , she love now . as it show SHE LOVE and NOW this WORD . proven is for this period of time she will wait for the boy to come back to her . bud there a person saying her is a promise breaker .
time goes by feeling sure will fade memories shall go too . there no word such as FOREVER .
the girl just trying to tell the boyy she will be there for him whenever he need her . if the boy dun even care her so iue think is it worth for that girl to wait for him ? LMAOS .
it used two hands to claps . those words that person say her is just totally unfair to her i think . haas . the boyy dun even know tuhs cherish her when she waiting for the chance to be back together wit her dhen whye must her really go waste her youth becos of him .

comment for the incident :

the person who came and barked is in the wrong 1st . whether she is a promise breaker not i dun think is the guy prob at all . she just letting the boy to know the chance to turn back is still there . she will wait until the dayy she decided to let him go . (:

im sick ! lying in the bed like corpse till night . i went to see doctor . im just damn cold wen on mye way to doctor . haas wen im in the clinic im just FARKING HOT !!! ROARS !
totally no appetite eating things ! HOPEFULLY I CAN SLIM DWN MRE DURING THIS PERIOD . HAAS

2008-04-23T19:16:00.002+08:00

i suffering yst all the wayy till now ! finally ....... i completed mye blog bg and i give up the rest . hees . it dun look like mye expected design . nv . i give up . haas .

yst till just now i having mood swing . swing all the wayy until now hmmmms .

quarrel wit that idiot again abt the stupid issue yst night . everything time will make me down mood de . i dun think even now i did change got any use anymore . anyywayy decision already make by him . i think we won't haf any changes for todayy on ward bahhs . haoo lerhhs . dun think abt it ler . think ler oso no use .

this few day i turn so werid . just like a weirdo . maos . ever since that dayy i went to 85 market eat alots of food and drink alot of drink toos . haas . aft that meal i keep going toilet on n off . aft mye bladder spoil mye stomach upset too . i been going off n on again . ROARS .
aft that last meal all the way until now i dun haf appetite and offen feel giddy . just im just totally sick to the core ! . until todayy . mye stomach keep pain and no appetite to eat at all . same goes to head giddy . haas .

im just so sick . now hafing sort throat lers . mayb is lagg of sleep bahhs . i will be fine soon i doubt . going off too poo (:

2008-04-21T03:47:00.002+08:00

ENDED .

2oo42oo8

Thing ended wit wad i expected . nothing much i will say abt it . hhis memories to me will nv b forgotten . (: 恨与爱

有爱自然就会有恨 .

i believe we did ended our friendship too . as he proven to me .

i won't do anything more anymore i believe .

letting him go doesn't mean mye feeling faded . i let him go becos i really loves him aloadds .

tears rolling is wad happen the next moment he hanged e f0ne .

ENDED US .

till now 21 i slept left then 3 hrs bahs . all im doing in the night is wandering oudside till morning . reflecting things again and again . believing myeself doing wrong things . wad done haf done . i cannot turn backk to mye incident anymore . wad i can do is to avoid things happening again .

smiling at everyone and pretend that i fine withoudd him when i not . is the only things i can do .

CAUGHT FIRE .

well shld i grats or pity CheeHo for finding his mehhmehh . XD . he found a despo mehhmehhs . LMAOS . he deep into troubles now . it caught FIRE !! ROARS . in the end both of us is the same . know whyes ? hmmmms . cos HIS MOOD CAN TURN BAD BCOS OF 1 GIRL . well me . I CAN CHANGE MYE MOOD + WEATHER BCOS OF THE BOY I LOVE . HAAHAAAAAS .

BUTT ITCHY

Aft mye wandering i stay at home bout 3 hours and NEXT WAS i move mye butt oud of mye hse again ! MUAHHAHAHAS . i can't stand nagging when im in MOODY mood . =/ . move oud to get PEACE . i went to 11o to meet mye cute-emocharboJOYCE for slacking session . maos . im getting bored wit slacking session lerhhs . HAIISSSS . IM BORED OF ROTTING AND SLACKING LESSON , i shouted to myeself .

i asked Joyce to pei me go ECP emo and anywayyys Veron celebrated hher sweets 16 ( if not wrong ) at ECP too . HAAS . when we decided to take cabbie dwn to there . Joyce remind me that DeanTHEIDIOT haben tell hher wheather hhe coming down to find hher . so we gotta wait for hhis reply b4 we can continue our journey . sadd .

well we waiting for Dean silly . Joyce received a hurtful msg for Dean . IDIOTdean was doing thing withoud thinking ! ROARS ! . he make Joyce cryy !! RRRRARRRWWWRRRR .! . mye Joyce cryy withoud telling me what happen . silly + frausated me took hher f0ne and read e msg realise that dean haf some misunderstand wit parents and as well wit his darlingJOYCE . maos .

i msged Dean and told him going dwn ECP is mye idea . cos i want emo ! ROARS !. IDIOTdean relax dwn ler dhen make hhis wayy to meet us . i received a toopid call from that kukuCHEEHO ! he went dwn to ECP witoud letting me know . roars ! . he called just to tell me that poor lil boyy father is not going to payy me moneyy backk . maos . hhis father said everything will discuss again . i was WHAT THE FCUK . WHAT THE FCUK . WHAT THE HELL!

wanna rush down to ECP bud IDIOTdean is not here yet . he reached bout 3omins later aft e call . i tell dean e incident and he say can take back the amount of moneyy shouted at the 1st place . i believe yes too . haas . cos IOU was made . MAOS .

DINNER TIME !

it still early when we reached there . maos maos . i asked veron peii me go into the sea myeself before i will drag to the sea . HAHAHHAAS . aft i come oudd i realise todayy is fine if i not got wet . ROARS . silly me went dwn to the sea for nothing ! KNS ! . aft the moneyy takke i treat everyone over there for dinner . (:

we went to 85 market to eat .

soooooo wadd did i order .

- 1 L BBQlaalaa

- 1 XL BBQfish

- 1 L BBQsotong

- 3 bowl of mee

- 20 satay + 4 rices

and bought UNCLE a bottle of tiger .

i pay abt $70 dollar in the end :S

everyone talks like free liddat . in the end . LMAOS . wen eating all runs like saw ghost .

aft the whole dinner i still feel nothing wen in mye stomach .

CHALLENGE !

CheeHo asked me still want continues ? i told him ...... hmmmmms . i anything de . the liar shld deserve more punish yea . so our target is XIAOCHEEHOE . we ask MANhuijun join in the fun too . we discuss a long time abt eat wad food is the best . in the end guess wad we bought ? . maos .

we bought 8 bottles of 1.5 mineral water . buy for ? we gonna challenge it . haas . everyone got 1 chance to go toilet wee wee . the person who vomit is the loser . haas . im just fcuking full wit that toopid water in mye mouth . very fast it bloated . MAOS ! . i got sort of the feeling to vomit ler . bud i din cos i dun wish to be the loser . maos maos . XiaoCheeHoe went in the toilet 1st . MAOS ! he went for long time ! . MAO MAOS ! . wen he came oud he stomach not as bloat as b4 . wa .! 1st bottle finish aft his toilet ! . i was wad the HELL ! im DEAD ! . MAOS !! . very fast CHEEHO 1st bottle gone . next is XIAOCHEEHOE AGAIN ! his 2nd bottles gone too . !! RAWRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !

me n huijun sit there like a idiot just to wait for stomach to cool down . drink drink drink . sooon hher turn ! TOILETS ! maos ! . i be that haiis . im lose ler . everyone oso sayy that . i was .. haiis . i shld't do it . maos . wen she make COOL her water gone into her stomach left me . MAOS . i trying all mye best ler . bud too bad . i feel vomiting . i tryy very the hard . HAAS . LEFT A BITS MRE !! i told myeself . mye stomach dun want anymore . im so sadd !! .

THE CRAZIEST THINGS

i feel vomiting until cannot tahan ler . i runs to the grass patch in case i vomit oud . toopidMAN ddo a very toopid thing ! she tapped mye backk . forcing me to vomit ! bud i dun want ! vomit i will be the LOSER of the game yeas ! . HAIISH me ! . i shouted dun bud she insist . i closed mye mouth tight to avoid vomit . how i know mye BENDANnose help me ! water come oud from mye NOSE instead of MOUTH ! OMG ! can iue imgine ?! i was aiyas suan lerh . mye mouth opened too . bits water came oud that it . i was KAOS ! mye NOSE ! . mye NOSE VOMITED ! maos !

and here we ended the game wit me the LOSER . awwww sadd . thanks huijunMAN ...

aft that we went back to UNCLE hse have our BRAINWASH session . everything he n mye "elm0" said was right . bud we will nv stop unless we try a very HARD one ! . maos . dhen uncle tell me more abt his family matters . is sadd . bud nbm bahhs . thing go so well now . UNCLE was a SUCCESSED MAN overall ! . (: hahhaahahaas . cheers everyone . (: i haf feel better dhen im alone . HAHAHAS .

GONES !

yawns is 5.1oam . im here blogging . SAII man !! imfaintingsoon ! . haaaaaaaaaas . i going back once i wake up later ! . =x nights all . lorves .

2008-04-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

DOGGIES CAME BARKING

Is that dogies barkking at mye taggies ? hmmms . i doubt so . :)

mye dear doggie hungry ? need bonnies ? haaas .

to the SOMEONE : yea . im a biatch ? whyes ? jealous ? or prevert ? lols . dun think i dunno anything yea .

to the passerby : hmmms . passerby dun think i dunno who iue too . lols . iue are same as SOMEONE . lols . diff name does meaning i dunno who are iue . dun forget there something called IP ADDRESS . came to bark im a bitch follow by i a boyfriend snatcher ? lols .

think i will be angry with all things ? lols . please . im just so happy to heard this . i success been a bitch yea . i success snatching ppl boyfriend yeahhs . o.O . yeahhs . the person who boyfriend kena snatch by me should be the one crying and reflecting herself bahhs . reason simple cos she lost a guy she love and she dun even know how to make HER OWN BOYFRIEND TO LOVE HER . LOLS . FAILER ! .

thanks to E and CheeHo so kp-ing them . haas . i dun feel angry at all . (: see the IP address :P

2008-04-05T18:09:00.009+08:00

I LORVE TO BEAT THOSE TOOPID PEOPLE WHO CUT HIS HAND !

THIS IS WHARDD I DID AFTER I REALISE HE CUT HIS HANDD !

*TWIST* bendanGERALD (: who ask iue cut !!?!

the day ii gort hurt and ii shall cheer myeself up .! (:

4 April 2oo8 ` i become 2nd cousin . ehhs . another meaning is i have 2 cousin !
should be happy or sad ? the dayy before his brithdayy im hurt by friends . and late the dayy i lost mye elmO . a person i fallen recently . =X

i just came back from dhe hospital. went to see mye cute cousin . (: he looks so cute . and hhe like me lorves to sleep like rot .(:

i snap secertly when mye aunt breast feedinq him =X . hees . don't think too no porno . * bleahs *

anyway mye aunt ward is just like chalet . how i wish went i give birth i also got this chance stay in that ward :S

anyways .. somethinq surprise me todayy . as i say earlier on i disowned all mye gans . i saw 1 of mye ex gan di , Gary Tan . he is cute bud i din expect he will ask me jie can don't disown me . ): i told him i decided lerhhs lehhs . Gary . dhen my bus came and sayy buhbyes later dhen i come down meet iue guys . (: abt 1 hr later sms abt this matters again . wen i saw his msg he gimme a big surprise . he asked me not to disown him again . i replied him maybe bahs . (:

from yst till now i din even went to lala land im emo the whole night . ever since i knew that he treat me machime sister , mye emo started and well mye tears rolled oud . i believe i really fall in love wit him lerhhs . ): . i hint him alots lerhhs . i hint him that i love him bud he dun even know or actinq blurs nia . cos of him i cryy least 4 times lerhhs . see how important he is in mye mind , heart and eyes . cos of his words, i gave oudd wadd he want me too . cos i dun wish to haf further quarrel . in the end we ended . we ended our contacts . it really turn me into DOWN MOOD . people total me this type of things no hurry wants bud i scare he will leave one dayy . from the start both of us dun pull the distance so close i doubt i won't fall for him too :S .

WHEN I HAVE THE POWER OF LOVES . MYE PIC TURN DIFFERENT FROM WHEN I FALL FROM HEAVEN :S .
WHEN I START TO LORVES HIM

and the moment i started to miss him .......................................................
mye mood turn liddat

can iue see everythings turn so ugly . snap wit broken smile and dead expression .

and now im alone .

last .

this is a small somethings he might and might not realise .

ILOVEHIM NOW ! . ILORVESELMO .

2008-04-04T18:39:00.002+08:00

sistas is just for the use of moneyys . (:

wen no money sistas thinq words does not exist anymore .

this is whard i think and wad i can comment for sistas .

for the sake of me and someone is impt to me right now i decided to let all mye gans family go . wad gans i left was mye dexterDI , chewchewZHUZHU , melodyGIRLFRIEND as well as mye joGIRLFRIEND .

whard i write here he will nv know and realise . (:

the one impt to me right now was elm0 . i doubt only he , eleen and me know who elmo actually .

cos of him i give oudd alots of thinqs . bud in the end i realise he only treat me as a SISTA . a

sista which i dun want or wish to haf . haas . elmo is the one who can change mye weather now .

elm0 is mye sunshine aft mye rain for days and now he is the one who turn mye sunshine into rain . woots . (: he will never know i love him now . ):

2008-04-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

HE CHANGED !

HE TURN ME CRAZY !! roooooooarrrrrrrrrrrs !

i want tuhhs sell myeself to him !! does he know ?

doubt he dun give a damn at all . nbm bahhs .

MIA !

2008-03-27T03:56:00.003+08:00

mye lovely BUDDY MRKEN ddoinq business right now !!!

BRAND NEW IPHONE IS SELLING !! ANYONE WHO WANTS OR INTERESTED WITH THAT BRAND NEW MODEL [ IPHONE ] CAN CONTACT BY MYE [ EXANNE ] BLOG OR CALL MYE LOVELY BUDDY, MR KEN @ 91838430 . FOR MORE ENQUIRY MUST FIND MR KEN !! [:

PEOPLE WHO BUY THE PHONE CAN EITHER TAKE FROM EXANNE OR DIRECTLY FROM MR KEN . MUHAHHAHAAS .

THE BRAND NEW MODEL LOOK LIKE THE BELOW PIC . PLEASE DO HELP HIM BUY . (:

2008-03-19T10:11:00.003+08:00

boos ! im here ! the jiajia pwincess is here :P
the KING of the jiajia had went oudd to workk budd hhis moneyy not for me to spent .. awww sadd
recentlyy mye KINGIE got problems troublinq him same goes to me . haiish .

fcukinq loadds of problems . it seems like i keep those gans diidii and meimei is findinq mye ownself problems . i dun mindd keepinq those kids that can prevent them for turninq badd to worse, eventually i findinq myeself is creatinq more trouble for someone to find me trouble . haish .

i dun wish to turn things bad . bud seems like i makinq myeself into loadds of problems for myeself . im just fcuking tired of all this fcukinq problems . i just want mye 2 toopid gans dii n meii to be guaii . is that so hard . haish .

yilinq is a good and well educated child bud seems like she turninq herself into a useless and low educated kids . just like those monkeys oud there . i dun mean anyone of iue people bud iue people think im referinq iue , by all mean go ahead . (:

hmms . mye all sides oso seems like haf some problems . i hope that over there can settle the kuku problems that people created for me . (:

PEACES !

well . mye king . guess oso know wad he dream of narhhs . confirm cos his ex de . abo he call jiajia KING ! muhahahahahahas

THE KING OF JIAJIA !!! nehh li nehh li poo poo ! wharddever !! ii dun give a damn ! KING OF JIAJIA ! BLEAHHS !

2008-03-17T04:23:00.002+08:00

yeahhs !! i success !!! i been success 2 difficulty things between 1 week !! * evil laughs *

the very first things i success is ............................... FINALLY MR **** aka ZOMBIE PANDA agree wit me he is KING OF THE JIAJIA !! wellwell mye? i will be the PWINCESS OF THE JIAJIA !! *evilevil luff *
i spent nearly 2o mins to make him agree . another wayy ardd actually i used force ! * hees *

anyywayyys he said in the end . muhahahahas !

the 2nd things i did is mye CHOCOLATE !!! I MAKE IT ! i turn mye white chocolate into WHITE CHOCOLATE HONEYY STARS !! I shall name this as WHITE HONEY HONEYY ! wahahahas .

i shall force mye friends to try mye white honey honey tml . if nice i shall open cookies stall for 2oo9 CNY celebrations !! muahahahhas !

i miss that panda calls ! ): im been lookinq forward to every niqht, receivinq his call . poor me ! despo for guys until liddat . muhahahahas . anyywayy if mye white honey honeyy can be eaten i shall ask some adult to trys !! muahhahas . 1st will be yilinq ( gans meiimeii ) mama . 2nd will be someone once special in mye life mama . 3rd will be mye sickeninq mama ! proven is nice n presentable i gonna brinq some for that KUKUmaru panda and mye idiotic cousin who alwayy gimme empty promises !

belated grats that baddie GERALD finish his ITE and wishinqq him qud luckk . his study ended , cominq up will be ARMY ! muhahahas cannot siam derrhhs . enjoy beqin boatakk for the first few months . i shall call him boatakk when he go army !
who ask him dao me !. alalalalalas i write so much he oso won't know derhhs . cos he dun come mye bloqqie readd mye stuff lerhhs got oso rarely . so i dun half to worry muchh . bleahhs !

i still got 1mth 27 dayys !! muhahahas i turninq uqly `lonely 17 muhahahas !!
i shall plann mye celebration in order to let THOSE PEOPLE who i can't MEET or RARELY MEET to come celebrate wit me . (:

2008-03-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

hmmmmms im here again ! muhahahahas !

recently know a "JIAJIA" men who alwayy peek mye blog and turn himself into a ZOMBIE PANDA due to talking to me . muahhaahahahas ..

now wad time lerhhs . that jiajia man still got to go work tml still dare to stay here onlininq wit me . faint !

nothinq better to ddo . recently havinqq alots of trouble . troubling mye . wad trouble i shall not say cos it personal matters . (: buhbyes . i goinq oudd now ! settlinq probs ! ):

2008-03-10T10:59:00.002+08:00

theman attachedd . (: clappsclapps

the hurt have directly hurt me . tears rolled up . i told myeself . wake up girl no more urs . no more us . stop cryinq for him . make him cry like iue ! let him know the pain of seeinq the one iue loves , loves other .

thousand of tears rolled oud . i realise all toys he get for me is just a tool for him to flirt . haaaaaaaas .

look into the sky at night reflected the past night i haf . thinkinq clearly work for ur mans is not worth until he really urs .

how i wish i can clearly forget wad happen from 21-o6-o7`o437 . how i wish we can be perfect stranger . somehow i still miss him deeply wanna meet him . haiss .

2008-03-01T17:08:00.002+08:00

mye love everlasted for him . (:

day pasted very very fast . mye time endding soon . i dun want to see any more doctor till the worse of mye illness . (:

mye gan didi asked me whye don't iue see doctor everyday . hmmms i told him . mye illness getinq worse . no matter how longi see the doctor is useless to me . haas . i getting sick of it .

mye love for boy will never fake even if we are not been together . mye feelinq will still there .

cheers up girl . (: !

recently alots of thing haf happen and i dun want to recall . hmmms . bud 1 think make me fraurated was that CHINA CHICK !

so fark up abt that CHICK . SHAMELESS CHICK ! . lmfaso . SHAMELESS CHICK got BOYFRIEND still stay at a MALE FRIEND HOUSE ! omg ! . nebber and copy me and mye sista styles ! hmms well well . i shld call him SHAMELESS COPYCAT CHINA CHICK ! . im naturally cute no1 can copy de norhhs . LOLS . tryinq to jump as cute as me ? dream on narhhs . im alway that cute ! .

FARK OFF LARHH SHAMELESS COPYCAT CHINA CHICK !

Y 21o2o8 ` o517

2008-02-12T15:04:00.000+08:00

mye 3rd time check up ! . LMAOS !

this is't lucky at all . it doesn't recover at all . it make me end up goinq tampines polyclinic doing X RAY . lmaos . until now i haben ddo . i tell myeself no matter how the result come up i will nv go back to see doc again . it a waste of time . it nv cure mye illness at all . !

SIAN . HAISH .

it gettinq worse !

when can i end this ):

2008-02-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MYE CHINESE READERS !

WELCOME 2oo8 the RATS years !!

we lookinq toward 12 midniqhts, all kids are waitinq for this time every sinqle years ! the bell ranq n we knew it the time for us to get ANGBAOS ! muahahhahaahas !

GONG XI FAI CAI !! KUAI !!! HONG BAO YI GE LAI !!

i been preparinq myeself for the "prayinq" session and of cos the meetinq session for tml . well mye dearest cousin , Eleen will not be that happy abt it . cos as per normal she going back to see her RELATIVES !! muhahahahas . far journey she had . bud i believe she did enjoy ! . well she is over there . me, her maosmaos and her DEAREST kinq will be bored to hell . ): anywayy i haf mye own activity wit mye few friends .

well .... wad we did was ...... buyinq AhLonq that KUKU show tickets and slack till time up and watch movie and continues slack ... hmmms .. i meet mye friends' friends , they join THE BORING SLACKING SESSION . all of us rottinq like shit !! . talk all sort of rubbish . and well well well . 1 normal friend can make me see mye that friend CLEARLY . lols . he aint a good man to me at all . totally NOT ! LOLS . from 5 person slack till 4 person and folo by 2 LMAOS . 1 go all go . anyway i oso dun give a damn i realise some friend are really sad to haf such friend . and some friend do lucky to haf such friend . we are no who to judge this person sooo i will nv tell the mye friend dun mix wit ppl like him instead i will give some nasty comment =/ . LOLS .

well 2 ppl slackinq soon be borinq . indeed mye that poor like friend let mye irritatinq behaviour to stay awake n talk abt this other shld not know (:

believe he trust me alot and also he find me irritatinq cos i dun allow him to fall a sleep LMAOS .

the whole niqhts i did't sleep and till now !

the second day of CNY .

i din do much thinqs . i went to mye relatives hses and back home foldinq di qonq kim ):

2008-02-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

yaa .. im here . haas . hmmms . feel blogginq . that whye im here .
hmmms . this cominq tue i goinq for mye check out aqain . hmmms .. bud i dun feel anymore . i no lonqer eatinq the medicine . i dun think that got use for me anymore .

i stopp going to doc lerhhs . yea ! hmmms i want a BOYFRIEND !! ROARRRRRRS ! recently attached bud break le . LOLS .

hmmms . i attached on the 31 Jan n i endded on 3 . LOLS . i ended on the MORNING . hmmms aroundd 3 plus . LMAOS ! yea ! .

I LOOKING FOR A BOYFRIEND WHO CAN PUT MYE INTO HIS EYES N HEARTS AND LAST HIS FREE TIME FOR ME ! LMAOS .

AGE 19 - 25 !!
GOT JOB !!
GOT TIME !!
SINGLE !!!

ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS !!

GOGOGO ! I WANT A BOYFRIEND !! IM GONNA LOOK FOR IT ! YEAHS !

2008-01-30T11:45:00.001+08:00

STRESS !

alot of thinqs had happened i sick for 2 weeks plus next week before chinese new year eve i got to go back for check up . that will be mye 3 time check up .
i dunno when can i end eatinq all tis disgustinq medicine .

well well ever seens i patched wit him , i realise all guys are the same sweettalks all out . lmaos . yea girls loves sweetalks bud please do while iue say ! . IT END TODAY . [: i will be fine . thous hurts are there . LIVE STRONG ! Gerald teached me [: i will live stronq n stronq by not findinq bf . lols. kiddinq narhs . how i wish i got bf buy thinqs for me whenever we go shoppinq . muhahahahas .

lastly wad make me so stress is i goninq back home soon . past 2 yr stay at mye grandma live was so free . goinq back soon . i dunno wad treatment will i get . will mye history return ? i aint more naive kid anymore . if thinqs really happen i gonna get out of the place n haf mye own livinq thou is hard .
mye grandma change alot ever seen the day she knew the news . she turn emo too . we knew whenever i movinq out of her hse both of us will cry baddly . haiish . i dunno hw to solve this question but i knew be4 mye birthday i sure will move out of that hse .

updatinq mye illness soon . (:

2008-01-21T16:17:00.000+08:00

爱你不是两三天 .
用两三天的时间来忘记你,
忘记我对你的爱
我做不到.

你是我一生的痛
而我是你一生的?

在你眼里我却看不到自己
在你心里我到底是谁?

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你时间不够用.
我可以忍受你不够爱我
就算是变化挖空我
至少你还在乎我的感受
包容你,是我体谅的爱也当作应该
却不能忍受做了那么多
使她拥有我的温柔.
使她拥有我没看过的笑容

如果爱你导致我受伤
我愿意放弃这份爱

在你眼里我到底算什么?!
请你真心的告诉我!!!

2008-01-05T14:43:00.000+08:00

My last day !

My last day working office .! LAST DAY at menlo ! ):
hmmms .. last day bud i having fun and know new friends there . last whole day teaching a NEW temp staff . hmms hopefully he learnt whard i teached him .
well well of cos i will miss all of dhem there ! thous they won't haf the chance to reader mye blog ! over here im thanking Eric , Sarimah , Din , Eve , June , Eunice and of cos the few mens alway jokes wit me . all of iue there will be missed by Exanne . hopefully there got place for me after mye N . wahahas . (: i will be back to continues mye jokes n flirt . wahahas .

end of works bells have rang i going back to school to complete mye last year N level and depend to continues study while working or be a full time worker . (:

hmms yeahs ! i got a hair cut yesterdayy ! look neater n fatter . hahas . bud i love this hair style . i create it myeself . (:

MR RIGHT !! would iue please come ! im bored to hell . ): come n give me ur TIME !! wahahas .. nors larhhs .. im bored to hell ! ):

kk i go le !

2007-12-24T12:43:00.000+08:00

MEETING SESSION !!

HOHOHO! . EXANNE HAVING A MEETING SESSION FOR ALL READERS AND PEOPLE WHO IS INTERESTED TO MEET MORE FRIENDS .

TO CATCH BOTH MOVIES !

GOLDEN COMPASS
THE LENGEND

IF THERE IS ALOT OF PEOPLE COMING TO THIS MEETING SESSION I SHALL POST MORE EVENT HERE . IF NO THIS WILL BE THE FIRST AND EVENT WE WILL HAVE . THANK YOU !

2007-12-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

My star

How many guy fall in love wit me . (:

Compatible Zodiacs

woots .. hahaha too boring le .. ddo all this quiz ... enjoy doing it too . (:

2007-12-19T08:47:00.001+08:00

MEMORIES vs FUTURE

memories will never never win future in reality life . memories will always live in "his" world n well future is living in "ur hand" . grab ur future tight you will never get any disadvantage.

those people who giving me hurt in the end will always live in my memories . never never be forget . memories = lesson taught .

for those who left wit a smile will always in my mind too . and never be forget just that they had color or rather be part of my story for just once before . (:

hurting me will not make me hate iue . hating iue will not make my life

better . (:

THE END . (: meaningless ending . X)

HAPPY 21th BIREDAY TO KEVIN .

turn 21 le . please know how to think for your future ! stop hanging around n do nothing le . is a waste for time . and please don't make any of ur friend disappointed . do bring ur girlfriendd wit u along wen iue meet either KELVIN or ME. thanks . we waiting to see yea . (:

yst wen to birdday boy chalet, bought a 6 n free 1 dounut for that him. last time go de wad do iue expect me to buy ? or expect me come wit a empty hands ?lame shit ! still need me to buy drink for myeself . thanks yea .

and well thanks for Kelvin "shun bian" drop me .

EXANNE`cheer`

2007-12-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

WORTHLESS DOING THIS .

I should have closed my heart for MEN . I DON'T SEEN ANY REASON FOR ANYMORE MEN TO STEP INTO MY LIFE . MY TEARS DON'T WORTH ANY OF THE MEN OUT THERE .

IM HURT NOT BECAUSE I PITY ON YOU . BUD INSTEAD BECAUSE YOU PART OF MY LIFE . IM SAD BECAUSE IUE SOMEONE I KNOW . YOU NOT A STRANGER AT ALL . IF YOU ARE I 1o1% SURE I WON'T BE SAD OR HURT ABT YOUR MATTER !

WHAT A HURTFUL REPLY YOU GAVE ME . TOTALLY LET ME DISAPPOINTED . INDEED YOU LET ME FOUND OUT SOMETHINGS ABOUT MAN . WHEN MEN WOOING GIRL YOU ARE JUST SO PERFECT . WHEN YOU NOT , EVERYTHING CHANGED 18o DEGREE . THANKS ARHS .

ONCE AGAIN IM BLIND . BLIND TO SAID YOU ARE A GOOD GUY . THERE NO NEED FOR ME TO DROP ANY OF MY TEARS AFTER THIS REPLY . NO NEED TO COME IN MY BLOG TO VIEW AGAIN . CAUSE MY LIFE NO NEED YOU TO KNOW . MY BLOG NO NEED YOU TO READ .

IF YOU GUYS ARE HERE TO LET ME FALL INTO URS TRAP N LET ME SEE YOUR TRUE COLOR . THEN I SHALL LET YOU KNOW . STOP WASTING UR TIME TO DO THAT COS AFTER WEIJIE MY DOOR IS CLOSED , I NOT GOING TO FIND A NEW BOYFRIEND . MAYBE YOU GUYS CAN SAY I STILL MISS N LOVE HIM OR WHAT SO EVER . I WON'T GIVE A DAMN ON IT . FALL INTO UR STUPID TRAP IS MAYBE IS BECAUSE OF MY HABITS TO HAVE IUE . 1 THING I CAN ENSURE IS MY WOUND WILL RECOVER VERY FAST ! ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU LET ME SEE UR TRUE COLOR .

WHETHER THE CASE IS TRUE OF FALSE IS NON OF MY PROB TOO . I WILL FAKE OFF FROM UR LIFE AND WELL IUE WILL FCUK OFF FROM MY TOO .

THERE NOTHINGS TO BE MISS . BECAUSE IUE DON'T WORTH ANYTHINGS FROM ME YEA .

AND YEAHS . MYE SOCIAL CIRCLE NO NEED ANY HYPOCRITES AT ALL . IF U R 1 KINDLY AUTOMATICALLY FCUK OFF FROM MYE LIFE ! . THANK YOU SO MUCH .

THANKS FOR SPARING ME FEW MINS TO READ THIS ENTRIES . THIS IS THE LAST ENTRIES I WILL POST TO IUE . (:

2007-12-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

I Knew It .

I knew everythings gotta end . mye wonderful memories gonna end . everythings end so sudden . a wonderful "friend" painted mye life so colorful . I just like a Cinderella having a wonderful dream when the time up i gotta turn everything back . The time is up and everything turn back . i was a wonderful princess bud now i turn back to a normal girl .

due to whard is confidention. (:

well well .. Gerald going oversea to spend his Xmas n maybe New Year eve wors . so good ! GERALD REMEMBER BRING ME PRESENT BACK ! yi lu shun feng wors . (:

mye ex asked me to patch bud i rejected le . (: everythings can't turn back anymore . so i will never walk a U turn path .

thous i did cry over this matters n i did hurts bud this is a fairy tales . i gotta stand up again and continues mye path for the rest of my life . (:

hao le .. tml i gotta work .. nites . (:

2007-12-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

UGLY SLUTS IS INCREASING !

wells . ugly n brainless slut is increasing ! omgs ! nowadays those slut loves to sit infront of the computer n start to scold and comments other people's blog entries . LMAOS . there got nothing better to do . anyways as wad mye sis said leaving a nasty comments behide will never have any impact for blogger . LOLS .

Everyone will have some people adores n detests . criticising me is to make me sad or angry ? so do iue people think i will let iue people success .

ETC giving nasty comment . (:

LMAOS . using such a nick . ore_sama ? LOLS

parents never give name to her ?

no face to put her name down ?

or rather

she think she is creative ? lmaos .

ore_sama : if iue think mye blog is just another kid writing . do create a blog to show me how mature iue are to name me a kid . (: if iue can't or iue don't dhen iue got no right to leave such a stupid comment .

iue shld thanks god . last mins let me know iue did come n bark abt me . LMAOS .

don't let me have plenty of time . (:

2007-12-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

i proud to work in the office , withoud any of my friends help (:

whard are friend for ? mye goddess ! . i admit thou i have NO qualification bud i still can depend myeself to find a OFFICE WORK instead of " sales job " . compare to last time i earn more dhen wad i used too . (:

I glad that i earn more dhen 5o SDG per day (: n i ONLY used 7 hrs to get it . Compare to last time i used 12 hrs to get it .what i gotta do is just doing PAPER work n butt on the chair . sales ? i gotta stand least 1o hrs .

i not criticising sale peoples but becos this world is really realistics . NOmoneyNOtalk and according to mye last time "smoking kaki" said : all of us now working office le . left me only . anyway i quited current sale job too . see . proven ! people who do know how to think n with a good or rather N level qualification will want to work in the office dhen working in shopping centre.

recently i saw 2 parties blogs commenting each other . guess 1 of the parties member did commented the other looks . LMAOS . is bad to say n cursed people behide . n KARMA do exist .

how pretty or ugly is she is not anyone can comments . (: hate her or mye post kindly see the [X] click it n its the end of it full stop. is not difficult doing this is just that iue want anot .

some kind of friend are FOREVER bud some kind of friend are NOT .

there whye in this world there do a friends called " hi - bye friends ".

i dare to said those "sister"/ friends i hang oud with now turn to be a HI-BYE friends of mye . i left with 1 friend that will auto call me can iue see ? LMAOS

i shall end here . (:

2007-12-04T15:58:00.000+08:00

boring day i haf today again .. sigh ..

slacking in office n chatting wit mye beloved LOUIS the whole dayy ..

nothing to do today . cos i came late today ...

mye company bus today abandon me . aww so sadd ..

make me go all the way to changi airport to take a 7o cents bus in to come here . ):

so scaryy ... i the QUEEN of this company =/ not yet 1 mths late for 1hrs . MUHAHAHAS .

BORED BORED BORED ! im rotting here ! mye psp LOW BATT le nothing much i can do now . haish .

i miisss iue !!! (:

lorves . (:

EXANNE dropp pen .. * kidnapped by BORENESS *

2007-11-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

A leopard will never change it spot !

once a gamer forever a gamer . LMAOS . example maplers , dota players , counterstrike players . all this are addicted to games .

dhey are people telling me will quit maple bud in the end he retain a new char up . dhey people quit maple be cos of some "LOVE" problems . in the end there continues the char .

what so fun about playing those game ? i really dun understand why there people playing this game ... even aunties n uncles . =x

xspecially dunno lifeless freak oud dhere loves to play such game .

2o plus be full time gamer . -.- can gammer earn money . -.-"?

can whye not etc . maple . scroll those items n sell people in SGD . hmmmms there items even sell thousands plus . LOLS . dhen whard about iue buyinq those cash card n VCD to install the game ? lol ..

those gamer know how to earn money is good nors for those dunno how to earn money advise quit the game asap . dun waste sooo much money in it . it not worth at all . (:

hmmms hao le i shall stop here .

im in a very very bored office right now . ):

2007-11-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

1 plus 1 make 2 .

where mye 1 ?

when i feel blue who will be dhere again for me .

hold be back . (:

hold be tight . (:

who can do that ?

all the things i do for you will iue appericate ?

hahahas .. writing rubbish again ...

want to find mye next partner again !!

who wanna or rather still willing to be nye next partner .

who will dhere for me till the end of his life ..

if iue are a promise breaker iue can F OFF le .

hahahas . cos i not going to haf a promise or heart breaker as a next partner . (:

boring narhs ... im using company laptop to blogg this time roundd . wahaha .

no com for me in the office n im a temp staff this is the reason of me to use this lappg . (:

eeeeeeeeeeeeeks . the ah pek is so disgusting . worse dhen mye bian tai shushu T_T . curse the ahpek die ! . wahahas ,,

if i happen to haf a death note i comfirm write his name down the book . muhahahaas ..

kk i go le . (:

keyboard gone .

2007-11-21T15:29:00.000+08:00

boos .. im in dda office right now ..

im rotting for whole 3 days here .. hees ..

company empoly me to rot here . -.-" . hmmms

nono .. is pay for me to do mye stuff . wahaha . how i spent mye pass few days is to play my own psp n sms to spent time de ..

wulala . noone will like me work in the office yet like roting at home . wahahas .. hmmms .. well done arhs me . -.-"" noone else will like me le .. ddo nothing except rotting at office .. WAHAHAHAS .

indeed i lorves rotting bud not at office i feel paiseh take company pay to do nothing . bud i haf to takke cos is mye job to keep that money . LOLS .

anyone want so good job ? hmmms must like me ..
quote : godd dotes "clever" people (: .. im that "clever" ones . wahaha

anyway is not a good thing to come this office work too . ): . although little people workk in this place bud dhere TIKOPEIS here . soo for young / pretty girls oudd dhere i dun think this is a GOOD job for iue guys . he only gimme NIGHTMARES n BAD instead of wonderful dreams n days . SADD CASE . haish . tat pair of eyes keep staring at me . so scaryy . even if i go home . dunch let me off too .. wad the hell riqht . haish . faster pass mye dayy to Jans n i will end mye work here .. yeahs !! . wolalalas . hmmms . i miss EVERYONES here . T_T

dhat tikopeis is so scaryy over here . ): motion slow + colorwolf . T_T
when can i meet mye shushu ?
when can i meet mye didiS ?
when can i get all mye promises back ? T_T

I WAITING !! iue all knoew whard am i talking abt .. hees .. hmmms .. hao narhs .. i go track mye thinqq le .. im waiting for the whole day to work dhat todayy i not slow le .. inddeed is people who do packking . HENG !! . MUHAHAHAHAS

LORVES ALL .

ai ta = hen ta
ai bu yong zai yi qi de .
zi ji zhi dao ni shi ai zhe ta jiu dou le .
mei tian shou hu zhe ta .
mei tian pei ta . (:
ta hui hen kai xin de . (:

woaini bu shi mei ge ren dou hui shuo de hua .

xianq tinq de hua yong yuan dou tinq bu dao . ):

ai shi shen me ? hao de ? hai shi huai de ?

2007-11-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

THE MOST BLUR DAY !

yesterdayy kena wake by fone calls . T_T sleep at aroundd 4 plus budd gotta wake up at 9 plus . so kelian . ):

*blurblur* me wondering whye i wake up until noisy n irritating little cousin tell me . his dad call me to call him . blur till to hell ! . just nnice on time his dad call . i went to living room n answer that call . hmmmms just whardd ?! mye uncle tell his colleague im finding a jobs . so is either i call his colleague or his colleague call me . so i thing is better for the lady to call me . so i wait for the calls .

hmmms ... the lady call me to go for the interview . i gonna wait at tanah merah taxi stand at 1.30 pm sharp for the bus . so i rush everything just to get the bus . i reachedd dhere at 1 .20 pm bud i still can't catch the bus . -.-""

hahahahahas .. in the end i din went for the interview . hmmms . the lady call me to check wit me . how come the bus still not dhere for me yet . so i told the lady i reached at 1.2o bud i nv see the bus . maybe i too careless . ): anyway is a great news i still kena selected for this job . bud it only need people till Jan 08 . haish . i will be jobless again . haish .

after i walk all the way back to bedok interchange cause i meeting mye marmie at bedok interchange at 3 . guess she will be late . another QUEEN of WUGUI ! . =x

i walk the WHOLE BEDOK INTERCHANGE SHOPS she still haben reach nors . stomach so hungry T_T . so i went to haf to lunch while waiting . at nearby mac . (:

after i have mye food i went to find sit . i saw 2 of mye malay old classmates wit his friends . (:

so as usual we talk abt dirty stuff . =/ and talk abt mye old classmates . all this ...

after that dhey go off . some time later dhen wen back to take mye no. one of the guys over dhere oso take mye no. too .

whard i tot is friend friend is okk de . bud somehow i see his msg i feel shameful for him ... this is part of the conversion . (:

THE CONVERSION THAT LET ME FEEL DISGUSTED.

MAN : Faiz , 13 NORTHLAND SECONDARY .

LADY : Exanne .

Faiz : wow .. such a horny girl .. hahax anw . Have u experienced sex ?

Exanne: dotes .

Faiz : 4get abt that question . u sleeping whard time ?

Exanne: no idea . whye ?

Faiz : Asking only . Do iue mind if i talk dirty mindedly ?

Exanne: lastym i dun mind bud nw i mind alot . talkinq such thinq dun make iue look hiqh class . indeed no class . (:

Faiz : Ouhk.. dhen juz nw u talk like dhat at mac sumore .. hahax . Actually just now I wan say yes .. haha ..

Exanne: ... cos those are mye old friends . we know for years -.-"

Faiz : hahax .. if I say yes just nw . whard would u do arhs ? hahahax

Exanne: I make sure everyone luff at iue for been so dirty . (:

Faiz : They will be supporting me hahahax ... For u, u like blowjobs arhs

Exanne: Maybe in the end everyone will luff iue are a clown .

Faiz : i wanna try your blowjobs .

Exanne: haha, my blowjob arhs ? sound interestinq riqht ?. no regret .(: everythinq iue do brinq a consequences .

Faiz: like whard ?

Exanne: like whard ? iue dunno ? qet a dictionary n read dhen talk to me .

Faiz: Jua tell me la.. whard? u wan drink mye soya bean(sperms) till finish ?

Exanne: whard dictionary for ? qo read thoses words iue dunno . qet more knowledge .

Faiz : whard word i donnoe ? u wan me to find wad words ?

Exanne: whard the ... get urself more knowledge dhen talk to me again .

Faiz : i have alot of knowledge oreadi whard . whard are the consequences .

Exanne: lols . is consequences a good thing? check the dictionary meaning of disgrance n class . (:

Faiz : ya .. i can bear wit der consequences .

Exanne: haha . get to know my recent story b4 iue tell dis sentences . watch whard iue say, mye dear little boy . dunch think everything go so simple, yea .

Faiz : den tell me ur recent story my dear sis.. hahaz..

Exanne: cut it short . im cruel n crazy girl .

Faiz : u r cruel in whard ways .

Exanne: Ask ard bedok yea .

Faiz : Mirul say u only cruel wen msg only . hahax .

Exanne: hahas . dis is me dhe last time yea, iue people wanna talk abt dis shld check mye recent prob . take knife to downtown nearly kill ppl n kick a guy part . hmmm do iue wanna try ? naive kids.

Faiz : dun like tat la .. NO good . den iue wanna kill me isit ?

Exanne: try me . (:

Faiz : I will try if iue won't kick my little brother n don't kill me . Mercy plz

Exanne : nothing is free in this world . everythings got to pay .

Faiz : dhen whard shld i do to repay u ?

Exanne: haha whard thing can iue gimme ?

Faiz : kiss ! hahahax . n gib iue mye soya bean .. Can ?

Exanne : lmaos . am i dhat ugly need ur kiss? the world no more man isit ? need ur that kiss ?

Faiz : hahax .. dhen .. u give me blowjobs in return u get mye soya bean whard .

Exanne: whye not i chop of ur little brother n keep dhat. (: i still can help navie girls oud dhere .

Faiz : NO! dhen whard iue want ?

Exanne: "MAN ARE ALWAY A HORNY BASTARD TO ME ." this is my quote .(: so do iue think i need anymore things ?

Faiz: U can pinich me as hard as u can . u can punch me ?

Exanne: dhen can i do whard i wish ?

Faiz : NOkilling n harming my little bro can ?

Exanne: whard do iue think ?

Faiz : whard will you do ??

Exanne: whard do iue think ?

Faiz : i dunno.. juz tell me whard will iue do

Exanne: try . (: . everythings try will know .

Faiz : but no hurting my little brother n balls n no killing dhen dhat ok

Exanne: lols in order to stop bastard from harming girls whard shld we do ?

Faiz : pinch as hard la . give me mercy !

Exanne : i give iue mercy who gimme? (:

mye quote :giveing other mercy = giveing myself cruel . (:

Faiz : den whard must i not do to not get kicked in the balls

Exanne: iue gotta ask urself for dis (:

Faiz : can just kick me somewhere ?

Exanne : is anywhere more impt dhen dhat ?

Faiz : K fine . I can bear that .. so tmr can ?

Exanne : haha let see i got that mood to do such thing . anyway ur dis conversion will be post in mye blog . mye blog is a world wide world yea .

Faiz : but dun put name can ?

Exanne : LOLS . do iue think i won't ? i did warn iue im cruel n crazy

Faiz : ok fine .

over this nasty n disgusting conversion . this guys still keep msg me n call me yea . (: .

indeed this is a very shameful n NO class boy yea .

AND OVER HERE . I SWEAR I WILL NEVER GIVE A PASSERBY MYE HANDPHONE NO . NEVER NEVER AGAIN . -.-" PASSERBY WANNA TAKE NO ARE SO THIS DISGUSTING ! x)

2007-11-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

ROARS . ANGRY . !

angrys larhs . that dumbo JOEY ! . toopid ! dunno how to apperciate whard i give him . TOOPID IDIOT ! .

stupid ! just a song eryi oso must see time .. sua la hors ! dun want do for iue le . saii lai de . so toopid !

TOOPID!
TOOPID!
TOOPID !
TOOPID !
TOOPID !
TOOPID !
TOOPID !
TOOPID !
TOOPID !
TOOPID !
si toopid JOEY ! angry larhs !! ROARS !

hurmphs .

lalalas ... toopid shushu turn to be CLEVER in my eyes again ! * clap clap * for mye shushu !

2007-11-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

THE DAY I HAVE MYE YUMMY DINNER .

hmmm yst at mye yummy dinner at makansutra wit shushu . (:

and we went to see merlion "vomit" . LMAOS .

stars is so pretty . bud i dunno is dhere anymore chance to sit together watching it again .

time pass fast in a sudden . everythings think backk . mye time wit shushu so close is only nearly 1 whole week . (: . onlyy 1 week mye dearest toopid shushu bought me a very very pretty shirt . (:

lorves lorves . mye mi mi tell iue le . believe or don't is ur choice . (:

easy to get ; hard to hold .

so i choose to continues as this relationship . i want shushu forever . so i dun dare to take this risk .

i aint that good in shushu eyes too . i treat b0yfriendd n friend differently . i dun want a turn it a regrets losing so great friend . (:

is hard to find a good man . good man appear but i want it for life . maybe i really young in u people hearts so i don't wish to have this relationship till im old enffu . (:

suan le . i just dun wish to continues this anymore .
HARD TO FIND A GOOD N SUIT ME DE MAN . (:
JEALOUS some of mye friends n relative can find so good man .
cherish dhem PLEASE ! . i want oso dun haf ! T_T

2007-11-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FOR MYE

DEAREST CUTIES (GRAMM) .!

yesterdayy night around 1 plus am i was standing near the windows smoking . i look down from the window . saw 1 couple sitting at a motor . wondering whard are dhere doing . this is not the 1st time i saw dhem sitting dhere . sometime the guy start to so call (sayang) that girl leg . touch touch here touch touch dhere . i was so curious until i took down the picture . LOLS .

hmmms .... guys see this picture thou it was not clear cos HP no zooming .

well.... today i went oud wit mye "shushu" (:

i enjoyed every moment wit him . yea . (:

OMG ! im late for 1 whole hours making mye shushu wait for me . hehehe .

while waiting for trains to town . i took 2 pic . ahahahas .

he make me luff all the way from the moment i step into Cine . ahahahas .

thou only two of us bud we did have our fun . am i right ? shushu ^.^

i love whard mye shushu bought for me yea .

hmmms . we went to eat pasta . bud too bad i on diet cannot eat more . HAISH . food so nice . budd i cannot finish it . wasted .

after pasta we went to catch a movie yea .

guys whard show we catch ? stardust !

when we buy ticket i was luff all the wayy .

shushu : Can I have 2 tickets for stardust .

sale person : Please choose the seat . (:

shushu : where you want to sit ?

me : *blur* huhs . ohhss .. i anythings de .

sale person : isit ok couple seats .

me : huhs ?! . anythings . luffing all the way

dhen after that shushu ask me " whye are iue luff non stop ?"

iue knoew whard shushu ! he gives us couple seats tickets .

shushu : o.O .

mye : all the way luffing .

wahahahas

is a NICE SHOW yea ! . when i free i will watch this again ! . muhahahas ...

hmmms .. after the nice movie we went to find mye DARLLING ! . hahahas .. i miss her so much too yea ! .

hmmms after dhat we went to PC bunk yea . say hello to some of mye fren yea .

aft that we went to PS walk merry-go-round . after that we haf some drink oudside PS . muahahas .

after the drink is time for me to go home . ): sian . haish .

nebbermindd tmll i meeting shushu again ! yea ! . have more fun yea ! .

thanks shushu sending me back home yea . sendd me all the wayy till lift . HAHAS

once a again . i appreciated mye gift and i loves it .

okk is time for me to pei mye shushu .

shushu waiting for me for SOOOO LONG !! =x

2007-11-11T15:49:00.000+08:00

HOPE THINGS CAN DO WELL

so boring ... so i here to blog . hahahas .. boring days i haf today . haish ..

everyday rot at home oso not a way to live on ... hahahas

if a person worth you to be sad , he/she will never like iue make iue sad .

if a person worth you to drop ur tears for him , he will never let your tears roll out from your eyes .

(: this is whard i learn from mye friend . :)

shushu : cheers up . (: girlgirl will alway miss n lorves iue de .

thanks for ur gift thou i think i got no chance to take it anymore .

i will alway beside you .

gerald : AHBOY !! where mye reply . confirm DRUNK le .. until now haben wake up . aiyoyo .. POOR LITTLE BOYY . lousy drinker =/

lalalas . im bored haish . ):

*BLESS EVERYONE CAN FIND DHEY OWN PARTNER AS SOON AS POSSIBLE N LIVE HAPPY FOREVER . (:

2007-11-10T14:42:00.000+08:00

IUE WILL BE LOVED ! . (:

nightmare wake me up from bed again . haish . 4 am im awake le . thanks to nightmare . nightmare keep wandering in mye dreams this few days . haish .

i knew i not that happy any more . i knew i can't hide things to myeself anymore . if continues liddat will drives me crazy .

nebbermindd . i will still loves mye nightmare . dunch haf this nightmare i won't get so close to mye ah pek . (: . i know mye ah pek will alway be dhere for me de .

ahpek : iue aint old . (: . iue will be in mye dreams one day . let wait for the dreams to come . (: ahpek rox ! . iue rox mye life in a sudden . (: ahaha .

maybe i let a wrong person i can find a better ones .

ohhyarhs ... ahpek stopp calling me MEIMEI ! i not young le ! ROARS ! call again i cut ur tongue away !! ROARS !!

alalalas .

everyday rotting at home is not away of solving things . so i decided once mye toopid leg recover i going out to find JOBS ! lalalalas .

HURTS n STRESS is ownself find de . (:

爱情比我想象中的伤.

finally i takke oud mye toopid bandage from mye toopid leggies le .

mye dearest ahpek now become mye shushu . * blur *

ahahas .. anywayy i will lorves mye this baobeiSHUSHU de .

SHUSHU are dhere for me to lorves . (:

2007-11-09T17:08:00.000+08:00

MUST GO SEE !!!

this is a very very very nice show . everyone want must go watch .

wa .. if i happen to knoew this guy i will haf mye sex wit him .

cos after i sex wit him . i can true love . whye not . better dhen keep trying trying andd trying . LOLS .

WATCH IT !

pretty n handdsome guys poster <<=

hahas ... hmmms ... i realise he turn mye memories into nightmare . this few day whenever i sleep i will haf nightmare . mye shadow . thanks .

nice gift i ever received . (:

2007-11-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

ouch !! mye legg !! pain !! MAMA !! sadd .. i went to drink again yst night hahas . 1 tiger !

wit mye toopid legg . make me so uncomfortable .

this after i finally go see doctor !! yeahs !! greats me bahs .. mye toopid leg will bring for treatment .

let see before n after treatment ....

during the treatment is damn pain . he rubber like no body business so PAIN roars !!

see mye pretty leg in the end become .. haish ..

IS DAMN PAIN ! NEVER NEVER FALL N SPRAIN UR ANKEL !

ROARS

and i hate this !! sadd ! haish .

last i will give all mye FCUKING BLESS TO THIS TWO PEOPLE . SMILE .

i guess iue will nv guess i will haf this PIC . LMAOS .

BLESS IUE ALL LAST LONG .

2007-11-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

yster xxh0h0magexx so call mye gans didi n his papa came to meet me . (:

we struckk at beddok so long !! nothing much we can do . ):

call all the girls in bedok . all dun want me . -.-" . i oso dun wanna give a damn too much le .. all are "useless" . -.-""

call weiqin .. she said whard he want die .. -.-"" blur blur de .. ask me go find her .. wen i reach dhere i saw her red n big eyes . confirm cryy le . lmaos .

problems ? quarrel wit boyfriendd . both want go die ! . lmaos . sot .

lols ..we went to gandlink . me n mye that 2 friendd 1 cabb . weiqin and her boyfriendd n friend another cabb . wakaos ! go dhey need $9.90 for CABS !! roars

so sadd .

i go dhey play awhile nia . dhen no mood le .. guess whardd i did .. ahahas .. i write oud my feeling !! . roars .

see i went to the toilet take the picc .. LMAOS .

ahhas TWIST ! .

so sian .. hmmms .. yst miss him deeply . bud no now le . (: i see everything . CLEARLY .

shiya , wei qin n me go drink . (: drink at sort of void deck bahs . (:

cos shiya moody . i miss him deeply . weiqin lehs ? sot de want drink .

haish . ): i cried again . listening to tank zhuan shu tian shi . it make me remember him . whard he told me . ): x/3

guess im drunk le .... i msged him . mye calls n sent box appears his no. again

how did we drink ? LOLS . that make us drunk .. bottom sort of bottom bahs . lols .. keep on drinking none stop . =.=" .

i all mye calls was him .. cos his no. appear at the top ! . LOLS . so i remember clearly ! i call him wen i run n fall . ): . leg injure . sprain mye leg . my poor right leg ankle . haish . bud he never give a damn at all . LOLS . short pain is better dhen long pain... treat this as mye lesson . (:

wahahas .. lesson is PAIN ! noPAINnoGAIN .

(: see whardd i take before im drunk . LOL . (:

LOLS . LAME marhs ?

the KING n QUEEN have drift apart . both left wit memories

2007-11-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

iue will be missX

nothing much i will say . i lost him . lost wit no regret anymore . cos we noo longer suit to be tgt anymore . i dislike all this friend . that "grp" of friend . bud he loves to stick wit dhem .

i know like this he will be happier . bud not me . (:

leting him do whardever he like , sometimes will make me feel UNHAPPY .

leting me control him , will make him feel UNHAPPY .

everythings oso will make each other unhappy . whard for being together ? . so i let go . (:

aft the patch his FKING attitude come oud . i dun even knoew who am i to him . keep giving me attitude . LMAOS . maybe im just his toy . (:

lmaos . no more couple still got friend . i decided to end the relationship wen i reflected everythings . i send him the msg he din even gif a damn . (: nice treatment i received . (:

thanks for ur EVERYTHING . i appericiated ! .

yst i went to slackk wit darling . nothing much we can do bud we play kids stuff .

lols .. see this whardd we make ....

see this whardd we did . nothing better to do . lmaos .

2007-11-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

WHYES IS THERE DIFFERENT THINKING BETWEEN MAN N LADY !

is there any guy that think he can life withoud sex ? hmmms .. i dun think so wors . all man born to be "color wolf " lmaos . pervert? lmaos . hmms .. no guys can life withoud sex !! got oso last time le .. all EXTINCT le !!! ahahahs .. hmms ..

whye there is LADIES that can LIVE WITHOUT SEX ?!!! ROARS ! LADIES are finding TRUE LOVE ! bud MEN are finding SEX PARTNER !! roars !! .. hmmms ..

guess this is whyes human say all guys are pervert . lmaos .

lols .. sometimes i really dun trust boyy when there say ILOVEYOU . lmaos . maybe there are looking for SEX PARTNER that whye they will say ILOVEYOU . make iue fall into his trap . lmaos . im tired of those PEOPLE T_T.

they turn LOVE into LUST . in a relationship shld haben LOVE budd they turn it into LUST lmaos . ahahas .. SPOIL THE WHOLE RELATIONSHIP ! . hmmms .. i really hates people who treat love as LUST . -.-"" ..

GUYS pls treasure all GIRL !! cos there are weakk !! . dun hurt dhem !! .. dun take advantage of those WEAK girl ..

hmmms .. however there are some girls think n feel SEX is more IMPORTANT DHEN LOVE ! lmaos . i believe those girl are HORNY BITCH =x . oops sorry if iue prefer SEX dhen love . ahahahs . i dun mean to offence iue . (:

indeed iue are ONES . (:

ahahas .. hao le . i think i endd here le .. cos i dun feel writing any post is my TOOPID COUSIN force me post new post . LOLS .

penn dropp ..

disappear .... BOOOS

2007-10-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

what am i doing ?!

yesterdayy the whole night feel so irritated . something is bothering me bud i just dunno whard is the stupid thing that bother me ...

i smsed to 2 person ... 1 a person i in love wit . 1 a person just gone from mye real life . whard did i smsed ? lols .. is a simple msg . haish .. something is bothering me ... bud i dunno whard things .. so irritated . AHAHAS .. only 1 person replied me .

both person i know from online . both person once (recently) tell me he love me bud onlyy one person repliedd me . lmaos . so it show whard are true love . LMAOS .

how i treat him after the break up ? make me feel sorryy only .

how i treat him ... he will still be the one for me .. i realised .. haas

we chat on fone till 3plus . andd dhen sms till 4plus dhen call me again . hahas .

he break up wit the girl . i tot he will start to love her n stay as long as he want . but noo .. he still love me .. i great to heard that cos mye feeling is still dhere thou i dun want he back to me anymore . ahahas . feeling never fade at all . cos i deeply fall in love .

face the reality . face the fact . he gone . all gone . memories remain . mye tears once again fall ... fall for him again ... he gimme a feeling of everything will be the same as last time . bud no . he just want to tell me he love me . ):

nbm . things will be better after some time . (:

*i kick that guy oud of my social circle ! iue knoew who are you! iue just a ONLINE FRIEND OF MINE . (: